Dont You Wanna Kill the Boy ?

There was a boy by the name Devil,
because of him ,who had been transfered to *somewhere*,
changed the life of a girl, Angel
who studied in the same school with him ...

When he first transfered to the school,
he just broke up with his girl friend...
He cant forget her for quite a long time ...
However , when he saw Angel's cute face,
he just like the caterpillar .
transform into a butterfly ...
he completely forget bout his girlfriend.
and started with Angel ...

Angel was still small and innocent ...
she doesnt know that the world is full of evil things ...
she thought that the boy really love him ...
so they started quite OK at first ...
They do wad couples always do ...
Hold hands ... Kissing ...
BUT , Never in the public ...
Devil didnt want people to see they hold hand ...
Its because he thought that it will "throw his face "

After 3 months ,
They start breaking ... * Start breaking ?!?! *
they broke up , but then gone back together again ...
I am not sure why is this happening ...
However , it was all suggested by Angel .
Maybe she wants to get Devil's attention...
Unfortunately, she makes things worse ...
Devil finally suggested to break up after they broke many times ...
He mean it and took it seriously ...

He keep telling lies ...
to make Angel "die heart" * as in stop loving him *...
Angel didnt give up although its ridiculous ...
Angel keeps on doing Devil's favour just to stay him with her.
For example , Devil ask Angel to help him buy things ...
Or do this do that ..
Angel will do it for him... with no complains ...

Devil only finds Angel when he needs her ... needs her ?
When he needs someone to hug ... or wadsoever ,
he will find Angel ...
When his hand is itchy, he will find Angel and touch her body ...
HOWEVER , he keeps remind that he love another person ...
not Angel ...
Angel always feels sad when he says this ...

THE BOY PLAYED HER !! BUT SHE JUST LET HIM PLAY ...
for wad ? COS SHE LOVE HIM SO MUCH !

Dont you think that the boy is very evil ?
Dont you wanna kill the boy as a punishment ?
I really wish I could ...

Why Cant Help Myself ?

Everyone seems to have problems ...
Especially love problems ...
Does love owes create problems ?
No ! Sometimes love does !

Lets say ...
if a boy like a girl ,
the boy might be friend with the girl ...
and the girl too treat him as friend ...
but if the boy confess to her ,
and she reject ,
she will not continue her friendship with him ...
She scared that it is like giving more chance to the boy ...
Its the same in the other round ...

I dont think so ...
Love is FREE !
u cant force someone to dont love you ...
or force someone to love you ...
its the same as even u don friend with him/her ...
they still can love u !

Btw , where do love come from ?
From friendship ...
its a stg.
from stranger , to friend
then love ...
So ... jus be friend if cannot go into the love stage ...

爱情的比较

爱情，
就好像一个人，
蒙着眼睛，（代表爱情是盲目的）
吃水果。

有些人，
幸运的选到甜的，
也吃不完的。
就比如说拿到甜而多汁的西瓜。
又圆又大，
能吃很久很久。

有些人，
也很幸运的选到甜的，
但是一下就吃完了。
就比如说拿到甜但小的红毛丹。
很甜但是很小，
一下子就没了。

有些人，
不是很幸运的选了苦的，
还好的是一下而已。
就比如说拿到了苦但小的榴莲。
不是很苦，
还要一下就不苦了。

有些人，
很不幸运的选了很苦的，
却有苦的很久很久。
就比如说拿到了又长又苦的苦瓜。
不但很苦，
还持续了很久很久。

人啊！选到怎样的水果，
就要靠自己，缘分，天时，地理和仁和。
我们只好祈求上天给我们一个很好的安排。
愿上天赐福给我们，
也保佑有情人，
终成眷属。

This year ...

This year ...
we changed many teachers ...
except for physic and sivik ...
moral changed to a strict teacher ...
english teacher same as sivik teacher ...
also very strict ...
bio teacher also remain the same ...
chemistry changed to a PRO teacher ...
she really very pro in teaching ...
very easy to understand her lesson ...
she even publish her own WORKBOOK for students !
amazing huh ?

today ...
suddenly feel like wanna update blog ...
so i updated ...
and listed this year's things ...
to recall back after we graduate ...

Yen Shing always play around ...
english teacher keep saying him ...
and Michael english is not quite good ...
so english teacher also quite look after him ...
Khai Shin results are very good ...
cos he did quite lots of exercise ...
and that needs time ...
that's y he cant finish his math homework on time ...
math teacher keep checking his homework ...
make sure he did all ! : )
I am not good at every thing ...
worst in sej ... but teacher doesnt seem to care bout it ...

when i am form 2 - 3 ,
my sej also very lousy ...
but teacher giv me courage and teach me ...
quite touching when think back ...
i need to thank her ... cos my sej get A in PMR ...
cos of her and my sej tuition teacher ...

ALL TEACHERS ARE THE BEST !!!
ALTHOUGH SOME ARE MODERATE ...
THEY LIGHTED UP OUR FUTURE ...

Am i gone ?

I am gone ...
from our world ...
not even a shadow ...
is in the sight ...

You ...
jus didnt notice ...
and think too much ...
for i am not good enough ...
to let u believe me ...

We ...
are supposed to be ...
together and forever ...
but ...
just that the believe ...
is not strong enough ...

They ...
will jus say that ...
we are too young ...
and i am the one ...
who is being blamed ...
i don mind ...
but i mind u ...
that u dont have the believe ...
in me ...

I know U are too good for Me ...
and I am not good enough for U ...
They will jus laugh at Us ...
and say that We are too young compare to Them ...

I thought u have the believe in me ...
But ...
i am wrong ... T.T .