做好人。说好话，做好事，存好心。

What is that ?
I can understand .
But it is hard.
When you need to choose.

I dont know who should I choose.
Nobody will know how hard it is.

What if i make a mistake?
Thats mean no more doing good work.

What if i said something wrong?
Thats mean no more talking good.

What if i use trick to do good work?
Thats mean no more good-hearted.

I am trying to not make a mistake.
So i havent make my decision.
I am trying not to say anything wrong.
So i havent talk about anything.
I am trying not to use trick.
So i havent start my action.

I cant face someone who i really wanna help but i cant.
I cant face someone who i am trying not to hurt.
I cant face myself, wad more to say him ?

I can do nothing.
Just hope that,
God will forgive her and him.
Bless her and him.
Give them happiness and love.
Let them feel it.
I will do whatever YOU order me to do.
I will listen to YOU.
Thats the things that i hope.
Thank you, my LORD.

To:Best friend.

You are always my best friend,
No matter what happen.
No matter what you did.
Even if i am not ur best friend anymore.

YoU ArE AlwAyS mY bEsT FrIeNd...

Secrets ...

Get to know less bout you ...
Become like a stranger ...
How can this be ?
Cos i dont get to know all of ur secrets .
That's because u didnt tell me.

I dont understand ur live .
And you dont understand mine either.
I admit i kept secrets from you.
But u too kept secrets from me.

But if i get to know ur secrets,
I may be able to help.
Make u be more secure and safe.
So that u dont have anything to be sad.

How long i hope to know everything.
But i just cant get to know them.
Why is because you dont wanna tell me a thing.
But i am not here to blame.

Just hope you can tell me,
More and more about ur secrets.
I dont think they are secrets,
but if you hide them means they are secrets to me.

Busy day ? Maybe not ...

Everyday morning woke up so early ...
As usual, and today is not excluded ...

Went to school ...
study, then come back home ,
Bath, eat lunch ...
Then go study again ...
till 2:30 ...
but lecturer let us go home earlier ...
so i went to spring meet yian ping and yin them ...
Who knows i am the first one who reached...

So i watch the "movie" from Speedy ...
actually not movie ... just they put for nothing ...
so i watch there lor ...
Then yin came and scared me ...
Just like Ju-on ... haha ...

We went to shop for a while ...
while waiting time to past ...
Then we went to watch movie ...
with 2 children's ticket ... (yin's deadly idea)
luckily that person didnt find out ..
after movie , we went to celebrate pat's bday ...
at food bazar ...
We ordered our own food and eat ...
Janice didnt eat, not bcoz of diet,
she nidda go home earlier cos her cousin also having bday party ...
so she is going to eat there ...

Then we talk till ...
dono how long
2 hours .. maybe ...
then go walk walk
still talk ..
talk while walk , walk while talk ...
then go back home at 9smth ...
not reli late ..
but still counted as busy day...
Not as busy as my lao po lar ...
of cos ... she really busy today !!
Miss her a lot ... MISS YOU !!!

Love and Friendship ...

Since my best friend doesnt want to write this title,
i will write it myself ...
All of you are welcome to correct my essay ...
Or rather ... the meaning of love and friendship in me ...

First of all, love and friendship is different things.
Therefore, they have their own difference.
Teacher taught us to use the same paragraph for comparison.
However, i want to separate them into different paragraphs,
then group them together again. You will see later.

Love is the feeling within 2 people ...
They love each other and therefore they care each other ...
They will feel uncomfortable when one is missing.
They are willing to give everything , include their life ...
They can take in and used to all the habits of the other one ...

Love might fade, disappear or change to another person.
Some can love one till they die, but some cant.
They say that they love him , her , him, her .
However, that is not really love. Just a bit of feeling .
The feeling might not be long.

Love is only for opposite sex.
But the world is changing,
some people 'love' the same sex.
I put the sign ' ' before and after love is because,
i dont consider that as real love or what youngster always said , true love.
There might just be a bit of misunderstanding of love.

From the result of experiments of various scientists,
boy 'love' boy and girl 'love' girl appear because of genes.
There is some kind of abnormal genes inside them.
So, this is not love, real love or true love.
If someday, scientists successfully convert the genes back to normal,
this things wont happen again. Therefore, it is not love.

Friendship is the relation between 2 people also ...
It can be boy and boy, girl and girl even boy and girl.
However, in this modern world, people often say that there is no friendship between boy and girl. That is call love. This so-called love is actually friendship.
Friendship is quite similar to love but it is different in somehow.

Friendship wont fade. As long as nothing happen.
Friend also care each other, mind each other.
BUT ... friend will have a kind of expectation .
Like they will hope that u will do this do that .
Not because of getting benefits from their friend,
but just an expectation.

Friend are willing to help also.
They might willing to sacrifice their life but not all of them.
They care about you but not everything about you.
They might not get used to all your habits.
However, they got 1 thing, the most important thing.
Can exchange secrets or listen to your story.

We may not tell every secrets to our love one.
This is because there is some secrets is only available for men.
Or rather the secret is not a good thing to know.
We also might not tell everything that happened to our love ones.
We scared that they will be sad or worried about us.
However, when he/she requested for it,
we must tell them the whole story honestly.

Nowadays, people even say that boy and boy friendship is gay.
girl and girl friendship is lesbian.
boy and girl friendship is love.
Then where is our friendship? Gone.
There is no more friendship on earth.
Animals also have friendship, why not human?
Even cat and dog can have friendship too, why not boy and girl?

Love and friendship,
different in the feeling towards each other,
type of caring,
Friends care about you but not everything, as i said.
Loved ones care about your everything, nothing is left out.
expectation,
get into your life, and being a listener.
Many people didnt notice about the difference between love and friendship.
This is because they really looks similar.

The similarities are ...
Care each other, although it is not the same type.
Always like to be together, seeing each other, chit-chatting.
Play around together, comfort each other when sad,
want to know everything bout each other's lifestyle and everything.

There are differences in love and friendship,
they might be equally important to a person.
If one day, you ask me to choose friend or loved one,
i would say ... ( Tell me your answer before i tell u mine :D )

I will put maths equations here, if you can crack it, it is the answer.
Let x be friend and let y be loved one.

(x - 3)² + 9 = (y - 5)(y + 5) + 25

calculate to see which one is more important than which one ...
(if you can... XP ... easy question... )