Care and appreciate ...

When I care for you,
U said I'm annoying and ask me not to care ...
When I dont care for you,
you asked me to care and care more ...

When u have something nice,
u wont appreciate ...
When u lost it,
Then u start to realise and regret ...

That's life ... =D

爱与不爱，一样让人心痛。

即将开始的恋情，
男孩以为可以很好，
很稳固，很美好，很幸福。
女孩也在期待着时间的到来。
谁知，
一个来得不是时候的事情，
让男孩放弃了，
放弃了很久以来期待的爱。
等了很久，终于等到。
却在最后关头，
不得不放弃。
一直都那么傻的男孩，
就用了一个方法，
也让女孩放弃，
忘了他。
因为男孩知道，
当事情的到来，
女孩是不会快乐，高兴，幸福。
只有长久的痛苦等待。
倒不如趁还没开始，
就了解了。。。
等了那么久，
默默地，静悄悄的，
却没有结果。
男孩很心痛，
但是也是狠下心肠。
选择了不爱。。。

可恶的奇迹。。。

就在前几个星期，
突然，奇迹出现，
却是一个可恶的奇迹。
就因为这可恶的奇迹，
害得我改变一切计划，
虽然不是你我要得，
我们不能选。
只能说，
是我的错，
我对不起你。。。

Smile with tears and blessing ... =')

I saw a date ...
25 December 2010 ...
I smiled ...
With tears and pain in my heart ...
But I will give my best blessing and
hope for the best ...
I am not a good one ...
I dont hope that you believe me ...
I hope that you believe in miracles ... =')

Bad guy is what I am going to become ...

I dont know whether u can get over it or not ...
but I am sure to tell you that ...
I am going to be a bad guy ...
As bad as wad I can be ...
If you hate me, please do so ...
and scold me ...
I will feel much more better ...
But I am here to tell you that ...
I am NOT going to be with you,
after you or wadeva ...
I don feel sorry for that ...
and I feel glad about that ...
Just hate me and I don mind !!
I am ready to be a bad guy and break all the promises ...
Time is the stupid thing ...
And believing in time is the most stupid thing I had done !!
From now on ...
I am going to take u off my world ...
and YOU !! Kick me off your world !!
I don need to be in ur world !!
and I don want to !!
Just get off and don let me see you again !! ...