I came back ~

It has been a long long time that I didnt update my blog ...
Suddenly just felt like viewing someone's blog ...
and so cant stop myself from updating my blog ...
Just here to say ...
I really hope I can go to Russia ...
Stop from getting into relationship ...
Going to find Russian's girls... =P
Just kidding ...
I dono I have to be happy or sad ...
but I smiled when reading it ...
Still hope u can get a new one ...
Just forget ... =)
Not worth wasting time ...

For the two person I valued the most with one excluded...

I know ...
I can tell the outcome for wad I did ...
Even before I did it ...
But I thought I can at least help a bit ...
In the end, I overestimate my own power ...
I am not so influencing to change it ...
Glad that there is one more out there ...
The one that can change the things appear ...
Hope that things go on better and stay for long ...
There ends my job and I shall quit and relieve...

However,
still one thing I am worried of ...
I thought it should have gone off ...
Out of the mind but still ...
I cant help any ...
Only feel sorry and guilty ...
The right one shall appear no longer ...
Just like the example above ...
Hah! You still always care others more than yourself ...
I watched an anime recently ...
and the male character also valued others more than himself ...
He himself has the lowest priority ...
He would even die for someone he does not know ...
That reminds me of you ...
Value yourself more than others !
You worth it and doesnt matter if it affects others ...
Go on ! Study is the most important ! =D
Glad to see that ...
Uh ~ Time to go ~

Take care ya? both of you ...
May God bless both of you and your families ...
I shall be return some other time to check on the progression ...
Keep it up, for the first one !
Be tough and continue to add oil ! for the second one ...

The past ...

Haha ...
Not a happy smile ...
Just that glad to know something ...
Dont you think those sentences are so familiar ??
Hah ! Coz I used it before ...
When ?? Its the past ...
When you are preparing yourself for one ...
and try to avoid others and also misunderstanding ...
Hoping you can have a chance ...
Chance ??
Sometime when I think back ...
I always dont get a chance when I really really wished to ...
=') Maybe its a good thing ...

Chance ?

When it is still possible,
There is no chance ...
When it is an impossible task,
and there it comes ...
Or maybe not ...
Just that some are destined to get it,
and some are not ...
No matter how,
Those are not destined,
will NEVER get it ...

Why am I not good enough ??

Haha ~
Its the first time ...
I gonna write something out of the topic i just wrote...
Dont ask me why ...
Coz I like it !! =P ...
Actually glad to know bout it ...
Maybe I m just a converter ...
Or means to change something ...
But I am glad enough altho there is some sad ...
To help others ...
Giving others what I can do ...
Maybe nobody sees what comes out after a long time ...
They might just see the present one ...
But I dont blame them ...
Coz I can see the 'result' or 'effect' ...
It comes out good and better than I expected ...
=D