Life is upside down ...

Dono why ...
Suddenly everything changed ...
Felt like I am another person ...
Became lazy ...
And do crazy stuff ...
Sienz ... I WAN TO STUDY !!!
PLEASE COME BACK !!

Suddenly got a push ...
to start it ...
but then it gone ...
so end it ...

All the problems come ...
When there is too much of something ...
Just like too much cook spoils the soup ...

也许。。。

也许，
我就是个坏蛋。
来到这世上捣蛋。
没做过一件好事。

或也许，
我什么都不是，
没良心，没头脑，没感情。
对人对事都一塌糊涂。

离开了，
会好一点吗？
对大家都不好，
但是，只要有我在你的世界里，
你永远都得不到快乐。
离开了，
不是更好吗？
从另一个角度来看，
其实离开了你的世界，
对你来讲，对别人来讲，
都是一件好事，
对我来讲，至少好过我没离开。。。

Fighting of evils and goods ...

The evil and the good is fighting ...
and is always fighting ...
I cant get thru it ...
I dont know what to do ...
I dont even know what you think ...

I dont know ...
Did u gave me anything ...
What you feel about me ...

I dont know ...
What are you thinking ...
What you decided to do ...

I hate guessing ...
and everything u gave me was my guess ...
I never get anything solid from you ...
Not even a solid answer ...
Everytime my questions to you ...
I get back more questions FROM you ...

You are blur ...
very blur in ur own world ...
as well as in my world ...
I cant catch you ...
nor even see a clear picture of yours ...
I am confuse ...
as well as you yourself ...