Truth and Lie ??

Dont know why ...
The truth always comes to me ...
To avoid misunderstanding ...
I double check and sometimes even triple check the truth ...
And I get that it is for real the truth ...
I asked the question to see whether u are being honest ...
But I always get back the lie ... That is expected ...
I am not sure that you forgot or purposely tell a lie ...
The feeling is so ... indescribable ...
Why everyone likes to do this to me ??
My heart is full of holes ...