Long time no post ...

It is still early ...
but the songs in your blog ...
is disturbing my mood ...
provoking the 2nd me to appear earlier ...
and indeed it does appear ...
Mayb thats the reason i write this post ??
Think so ...

Can I say that there is no forever puppy love?
Yeah ... Those puppy love before 18 ...
Why say so ? Cos there is always distance in between ...
Circumstances ...
Cannot go out as you like ...
Cannot go together with the one you love out for shopping ...
Your parents wont allow ... and most of the circumstances are PARENTS !

Love ...
Making clear of love ...
Love is not so strong that it can break through all the circumstances ...
It is not miracles ... It is just love ..
A feeling ... That is a weird feeling ...
That people dont know how to describe it and so call it love ...
It is just a feeling towards a person ...
People always say that a person cannot have 2 feelings at a time ...
That means we cannot love 2 person at a time ...
But what if i tell you, a person really can have 2 feelings at a time?
It is real ... a person can have 2 feelings at a time ...
Mayb not everyone ... but I am one of them ...
Why I can have 2 feelings at a time ?
Cos I am splitted ... into 2 person ...
Not much people know this and even if they know, they dont understand ...

I can be a complete different person a second ago and the next second ,
I am back to normal ...
I dont want to explain and just don care bout it ...
Sometime I really dont know wad the 2nd me did ...
Sometime he did something fantastic! That the real me cant do ...
but sometime he did something ridiculous! That the real me would prefer to die ...
I cannot control it ...
This is more to describing myself ...
Silly me ! Just to wish that more people can understand me ...
NO! They will not! Even my parents don understand me ...
Cos I can change really fast ... But thats not wad I want ...
I want to be a kid !
Even kids can have love ...
Parents wont stop them ... Why ? Cos they know their kids are pure ...
They will not do anything bad ...
Kids can have really best friends too ...
Now, if too close to your friends,
even your parents will ask you :" Are you homosexual?"
WTF!!! They are your children !
You dont believe them ? then who do you wan to believe ?
I want to be a kid ... Forever a kid ...
Pure love and pure friendship ...
will last forever without circumstances ...
without any stress or disturbance from the adult world ...
Kids' world is so perfect ...