爱的主旋律

小鬼:是你在那个雨季 走进我生命
带着一点任性 和温柔的表情
萱:是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容 换我仅有的天地
小鬼:天上一万颗星星 我却只看见你
要说这是幸运还是不可思议
萱:身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以 还不是因为你
小鬼:是你的声音 萱:带给我勇气
小鬼:恋爱的频率 萱:直到我心底
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是的我愿意
合:来自我幸福的主旋律
小鬼:从前都失意 萱:现在我相信
小鬼:天空会放晴 萱:爱会更甜蜜
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是我的愿意
合:爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
(Music)
萱:是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容 换我仅有的天地
小鬼:天上一万颗星星 我却只看见你
要说这是幸运还是不可思议
萱:身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以 还不是因为你
小鬼:是你的声音 萱:带给我勇气
小鬼:恋爱的频率 萱:直到我心底
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是的我愿意
合:来自我幸福的主旋律
小鬼:从前都失意 萱:现在我相信
小鬼:天空会放晴 萱:爱会更甜蜜
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是我的愿意
合:爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
萱:啦啦啦啦啦~~ 小鬼:啦啦啦啦啦~~ 萱:啦啦啦啦啦~~
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是的我愿意
合:来自我幸福的主旋律
小鬼:从前都失意 萱:现在我相信
小鬼:天空会放晴 萱:爱会更甜蜜
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是我的愿意
合:爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
小鬼:天上一万颗星星 我却只看见你
要说这是幸运还是不可思议
萱:身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以
合:还不是因为你

Tried but Failed

The same thing happened,
by the same person ...
I tried to control ...
not to be sad or hurt ...
But it just failed everytime ...

I tried my best ...
But things just cant get through ...
Still get the same feeling ,
Same hurt , same pain ...
Maybe i will never get used to it ...
NEVER !!
maybe i can never control myself ...
NEVER !!

Just one word ...
ONE WORD !!
Why i just cant get through it ??
Why it hurts me so much ??
Why it affects my emotion ??
Why it can makes me lose control ??
Maybe it is true ...
That i m not normal at all ...

Horrible experience ..

Today ...
My friends and i went to eat steambot...
They watched movie this afternoon,
Then followed by K Box,
After that, then we go for steambot...
I joined them at the steambot because i cant chase up with the movie...
My school ended around 3 ...
So, i didnt join the movie...

After steambot,
Its around 8 something ...
almost 9 pm ...
so we all went back home ...
I drove my mum's epsum ...
so i drove yen shing, leroy and yin home ...
first i sent leroy ,
then i sent yen shing ...
lastly i sent yin ...

But but but ...
the horrible thing happened before yin reached home ...
I drove the wrong route (thats not horrible),
and 2 cars were in front of me ...
one on the left lane, one on the right lane ...
i was on the right lane too ...
the left lane car drove really fast,
it was raining heavily and the water splashed up ...
COVERED the whole car in the right lane...
I CANT EVEN SEE A LIGHT OR A SHADOW OF THE CAR !!
i thought the car drove away ...
Who knows when the splashes started to clear,
HE WAS JUST IN FRONT OF ME ( i mean the car )
I QUICKLY HITTED THE BREAK ...
Almost knocked the car ...
but luckily i didnt ...
A car coming from my back also break quickly ...

IT WAS SO NEAR !! I OMOS OMOS ...
TOUCH THE CAR BUTT !!!!!!
After that, yin promised to not tell her mum ...
I went in her house ...
Just to some kind of visit ...
but she keep dont let me in ... ( i wonder why )
I chit chatted with her mum ... ( y not yin ? i oso dono )
till bout 10:30pm ...
Then i drove back ...
Nothing happened after that ...
I checked my car ... didnt knock the car ...
it was jus so lucky ...

So next time ,
dont drive too fast ...
(actually i didnt ... )

Tears ...

Everyone ...
Only worth my 3 drops of tears ...
My gf also ...

Except 2 people ...
1 is my dear lao po ...
1 is my best friend ...

If my friends or my gf ,
hurt me ...
I will at most onli drop 3 drops of tears ...
Never more than that ...
Then after that ,
I will always use my mask to face them ...
No real expression ...

My lao po and best friend ...
Stay deep in my heart ...
No matter what, will keep them inside ...
wont let them out even if they want ...
But it really hurts when wanna keep them deep inside my heart ..
Altho its hurt, i don reli care ,
cos it worths ...

Best friend and lao po ,
not everyone has...
I am lucky to have both ,
and i will try my best to lock them inside my heart ...

A-level life is going to start ...

How is my A-level life ?
I am currently studying in UCSI ...
A-level with whole class 9 students ...

No malay at all ...
All Chinese ..

Every morning wake up at 5 smth or 6 smth ...
then ... got "thing" to do ...
After that , around 7 smth ...
I drive to school .. using 'snail-speed' ...
Dont like to drive fast (but sometime i enjoy it XD) ...
Its quite scary to drive fast (no choice if late) ...
School starts at 8:30am ...
Do some self study at sch then go to class ...

11:30am is the recess time .
Our school got a big nicely decorated cafe but i always go home eat ...
After eating and bathing at home,
I will go to sch again about 12 smth ...
I will for sure reached sch earlier so some more self study ...
Class resume at 1:00pm ...
Finish at 2:30pm ...
Sometime stay in the library till 5:30pm,
do some self study or online there ...
Sometime go home till 5:30pm , but no self study ...
onli use computer to chat with my lao po !! Haha ~
Why 5:30pm ?
Cos i nidda go fetch my sister back from SMK BL !!
Everyday the same ...

Friday is revision class but i think i will go ...
Saturday and Sunday totally free except church on Sunday night ...
This is my A-level life ...
Boring ... Why ? Cos lots and lots of self study ...
Dont want to but being forced to do so ... by myself ...

My friends , please operate more activities to
brighten up my A-level life ...
Really nid u guys help ... Thanks ! Haha ~