The Reason Behind a Boy

There is always a reason ...
behind everything a boy did ...
but the reason is not owes reasonable ...

A boy chia a girl eat ...
sure got reason ...

A boy don talk to a girl ...
sure got reason ...

A boy be good with a girl ...
sure got reason ...

ALL KIND OF REASON ...
EVEN ~

A boy break up with a girl ...
sure got reason ...

Story again ...

i like to tell story ...
oh well ... i like to read story too ...
but my story is not very good ...
cos my eng "pro" like sai ...
LeT's StArT mY sToRy ...

Naj loves a boy ...
call Nai ...
she don dare to tell the boy ...
so she jus ... 暗恋 the boy ...
after some months ...
the boy ask the girl 1 question ...
make the story starts ...
"Do u love me?"

as i said ... girls are shy ...
she don dare to say it out ...
she write it ...
"yes" ... using a very tiny handwriting ...
but the boy see it ...
Naj and Nai then love each other ...
they play together ... chat together ...
happily ... then they start to tell each other ...
about their life ... everything ... background ...
suddenly, the boy thinks of one girl ...
his ex girl friend ... IQ ...
IQ is Nai primary school girl friend ...

Nai thinks very long then he says it out to Naj ...
Naj start to angry ...
because Nai still keep in touch with IQ ...
Nai still love IQ at the same time ...
Naj don talk to Nai anymore ...
their 距离 become further and further ...
Jus then ... after 1 year ...
the Naj don love him again ...
but Nai still loves her ...
Nai don love IQ anymore ...

Naj didnt giv chance to Nai ...
she reject him again and again ...
Nai keep trying until his heart broke ...
when Naj says that Nai is a "STRANGER" !
Nai's heart break and wanted to die ...
but he didnt ...

This story reminds us to catch ur chance ...
when u have it ... u might lose it forever ...
and don be greedy ... it will make u fail in everything...

Shy Shy ...

Girls are always shy ...
but sometime they are really brave ...
braver than boys ...

This is very interesting oh ...
Let's listen to my story ...
Long Long time ago ( old fashion story style ) ...
a girl, EI love a boy, AH.
they love each other ...

but the boy seem to act cool in front of the girl...
they seldom talk ..the girl keep quiet cos shy ...
she is waiting for him to start a topic ...
the boy jus dono shy or act cool ...
never start a topic ...
Days and days go on ...
they seem like living in the desert ...
no talking to each other at all ...

So, 1 day ...
the girl finally found her brave heart and talk to the boy...
but the boy jus ignore her ...
she says to herself ...
"nvm it's nothing. mayb he didnt hear me. "
she tries again ...
he jus talk 1 sentenses and walked away ...
the girl says to herself again ...
"giv him 1 last chance ... 1 last chance .."

the boy jus reject her and ignore her ...
treat her as strangers ...
she tries and tries and tries ...
after the 101 times , she is disappointed ...
she doesnt wan to try anymore ...
so ... thier relationship jus go further and further ...
become strangers ...

let me tell u y the boy act cool ...
he is not shy ... he put his friend in the first place ...
or other thing in front of his love ...
he mayb also shy ... cos he is blur with his feeling ...
that mean he may love another one except the girl EI ...

All my Love Story of myself will PAUSED here

As the title says ...
my love story will pause here ...
not STOP ...
is PAUSE ...
or rather a great PAUSE ...
pause of myself onli ...
not include my another half ...
YoU aRe FrEe NoW
Go FiNd A bEtTeR oNe
DoNt WaIt FoR mE
i DoNt WoRtH iT

ByE

This songs make me remember the past

Living in my own world ...
didnt understand ...
that anything can happen ...
when u take a chance ...

I never blif in ...
what i couldnt see ..
i never open my heart ...
to all the possibilities ..

i know that something has changed ..
never felt this way ...
..................................................................................
~the song goes on~

Another song ...
Name : Find ur love ...

I'll be OK ...
go find ur love today ...
searching everywhere ...
a lots of chance is waiting for u ...
dont be afraid ...
u will find ur love one day ...
tell me that u do ur best for me ...
i'll be living in ur faith ...
........................................................
~the song goes on~

Last one ~ Chinese song ~
shou qian shou
wo d peng you
ai yong yuan
zai ni zuo you
bu yao zai kong ju
jue bu yao fang qi
zhe yi qie jiang hui du guo
ying wei ni he wo
cai you ming tian d cai hung
.................................................................
~the song goes on~

Finally ...

finally u can giv up on me ...
i dont worth it ...
really ...
u love me more make me feel guilty ...
something changed in me ...

u will hate me ...
i know ...
for sure ...
but i have no choice ...
to break with u ...

dats the onli one ...
to make u stop suffering ...
from sadness and everything ...
i don wan u to continue like dat ....
jus because of me ...
u make urself become weaker and weaker ...
get scolded ... and many more ...

i really don worth it ...
go on with ur normal life ...
if u still love me when we're 18 ...
but it's impossible ...
now u MUST live for urself !!
try to be independant ...
i know u can ...

HOPE U CAN LIVE HAPPILY
or HAPPIER without ME ...