我的好朋友。

我的好朋友，

生肖屬猴，

每日卻不吃香蕉。

很勤快卻又愛偷懶。

吃喝玩樂樣樣不少。

那就是我的好朋友，

Michael Wong。

（本文章有一點亂來，但是，可能很對。）XP

決定。

決定。
我的決定。
讓你不開心。
雖然對不起沒用，
但我還是要說，對不起！

我做了一個我自己也不敢相信的決定。
唯有這樣做，才能嘗試到那種痛苦。
這算是對我的一種懲罰。
連累了你。
很抱歉。

我做了太多。
太多不好的事情。
就因為我的幾句話，
害了很多人。
很後悔。

衝動的我，
做了一個很難得決定。
剛剛讀了你的blog，
差點就把這個決定給毀了。

我知道了這種痛苦，
是多麼的難受，
但我卻把這些感受帶給別人。
就是我的幾句話。
可惡的自己。
恨死自己。

最對不起的就是你了。
連累你。

聽了又聽，很好聽。

“世界太複雜，你說單純很難，我當然都明白。”
“只有你才能了解，我要的夢從來不大。”
“我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方。”

my opinion "Best friend and lover"

I think twice, thrice and "fries".
I decided to write bout this again ...
Best friend is the one who talks to you ...
and both of you are happy ...
didnt care bout other things ...
just pure happy ...

Lover is the one who talks to you ...
and also both of you are happy ...
but the person cares bout everything ...
your feeling, your thoughts, everything .
and so, you cant get pure happy ...

I owned a best friend ...
we are happy together ...
but somehow we are no more seeing each other ...
in different places ...
at first we are still ok...
but i found that i cant give him happiness anymore ...
i felt like i am bringing sadness to him.
and so, i decided not to bring sadness to him.
but he will be my best friend forever.

I also owned a lover ...
we are happy together ...
but somehow we are no more seeing each other ...
in different places ...
and the same,
at first we are still ok ...
this time is nothing to do with sadness ...
i felt that i am not caring enough for her ...
i cant give her wad she wants ...
and so, i decided to make her as my friend ...
cos i need a friend ...

lastly,
if u only have a choice, between best friend and lover,
which one will u choose?


my answer is best friend...
i nid a best friend more than a lover ...
i nid someone who listen to me but not care too much of me ...
sorry if offended ...

救恩：律法、應許、信心。

律法，
是神定的律法。。。
不是人類定的法律。。。
律法是上帝對人類生命的完美規劃。。。
我們可能覺得自己還好，不錯。。。
但是在至高無上的上帝的眼裡，
我們根本沒到他定的標準。。。
我們還差的很遠很遠。。。

應許呢，
就是神白白賜下恩惠給我們。。。
就好比如他賜下他的獨生子為我們釘十字架。。。
從那天開始，
神就賜下恩惠給我們。。。
不再完全依靠律法。
律法變成我們的一個標準罷了。。。
讓我們看清楚，我們到底還距離神的要求多遠。
一位美國的傳道說了：“神的律法，只是為了顯示我們是個罪人。”

信心，
就是要去信。。。
你一定要信，才會得到。。。
如果沒有信心，就不能得到神的恩惠。。。
他已經白白賜下恩惠給我們。。。
如果我們沒有信心，就得不到恩惠。。。

讓我用以個比例來把這3個東西連接在一起。
這樣就顯得比較清楚。。。
就好比。。。
一間房子著火了。。。
整個房子已經不能救了。。。
可是，樓上房間裡還有一個小孩。。。
那個小孩已經無路可逃了。。。
他打開他的房門。。。
到處都是火。。。無路可逃。。。
小孩只有一個選擇。。。
就是從窗口跳下去。。。
他的爸爸，就在樓下。。
準備接他的兒子。。。
兒子需要做出一個行動。。。
而且要對他的爸爸有信心。。。

律法，就是讓我們看清楚環境。。。
看看我們處在多麼危險的地方。。。
應許，就是給我們一個機會。。。
像那個爸爸一樣。。。
然後，我們一定要做出行動。。。
而且要有信心。。。

我們應當感恩。。。
就像報答我們父親對我們的看顧以及關懷一樣。。。
今天是父親節，
祝天下的父親們，父親節快樂！！！
記得要感恩哦！！

Being alone ...

Being alone is not good ...
Finding a friend is easy ...
Make friend with good one its hard ...
If you managed to find one its perfect ...
If you lost one its miserable ...

I am now alone ... lonely ...
found a friend ...
but he is not a good one ...
ever found a good friend ...
but i lost him ...

After 2 seriously hurt friendship,
I can no more find a friend ...
Finding a friend is hard for me now ...
Why? Coz i found out how bad am i ...
A person that doesnt deserve to have a friend ...
wad more to say a good one ...
No friends ... means no more relationship ...
All coz of one thing ...
I am bad ...
I cant cope with others, and i forced others to cope with me ...
I am selfish ...
I cant sarcrifise for others, others is always sarcrifising for me ...
I am a person that wants everything from others ...
I always tells lies, and i forced others to tell the truth ...
I am a liar ...
I always do the thing that i want to do, and command others to do the things i want.
I am a dictator ...

So ... i am always alone ...
Its my fate ...

Me ...

Me ...
Always feels that i have nothing ...
And it becomes the reality ...
I have nothing at all ...

Now,
I will always think that i have everything ...
And hopefully that it will becomes the reality ...
I have everything ...

Boys ...
Always have wishes ...
But my most of my wishes didnt come true ...
and so i gave up on other wishes ...
but now ...
i decided to keep other wishes ...
but still ... gonna give up on celebrating my bday ...
for some reason ... =D