做好人。说好话，做好事，存好心。

What is that ?
I can understand .
But it is hard.
When you need to choose.

I dont know who should I choose.
Nobody will know how hard it is.

What if i make a mistake?
Thats mean no more doing good work.

What if i said something wrong?
Thats mean no more talking good.

What if i use trick to do good work?
Thats mean no more good-hearted.

I am trying to not make a mistake.
So i havent make my decision.
I am trying not to say anything wrong.
So i havent talk about anything.
I am trying not to use trick.
So i havent start my action.

I cant face someone who i really wanna help but i cant.
I cant face someone who i am trying not to hurt.
I cant face myself, wad more to say him ?

I can do nothing.
Just hope that,
God will forgive her and him.
Bless her and him.
Give them happiness and love.
Let them feel it.
I will do whatever YOU order me to do.
I will listen to YOU.
Thats the things that i hope.
Thank you, my LORD.

To:Best friend.

You are always my best friend,
No matter what happen.
No matter what you did.
Even if i am not ur best friend anymore.

YoU ArE AlwAyS mY bEsT FrIeNd...

Secrets ...

Get to know less bout you ...
Become like a stranger ...
How can this be ?
Cos i dont get to know all of ur secrets .
That's because u didnt tell me.

I dont understand ur live .
And you dont understand mine either.
I admit i kept secrets from you.
But u too kept secrets from me.

But if i get to know ur secrets,
I may be able to help.
Make u be more secure and safe.
So that u dont have anything to be sad.

How long i hope to know everything.
But i just cant get to know them.
Why is because you dont wanna tell me a thing.
But i am not here to blame.

Just hope you can tell me,
More and more about ur secrets.
I dont think they are secrets,
but if you hide them means they are secrets to me.

Busy day ? Maybe not ...

Everyday morning woke up so early ...
As usual, and today is not excluded ...

Went to school ...
study, then come back home ,
Bath, eat lunch ...
Then go study again ...
till 2:30 ...
but lecturer let us go home earlier ...
so i went to spring meet yian ping and yin them ...
Who knows i am the first one who reached...

So i watch the "movie" from Speedy ...
actually not movie ... just they put for nothing ...
so i watch there lor ...
Then yin came and scared me ...
Just like Ju-on ... haha ...

We went to shop for a while ...
while waiting time to past ...
Then we went to watch movie ...
with 2 children's ticket ... (yin's deadly idea)
luckily that person didnt find out ..
after movie , we went to celebrate pat's bday ...
at food bazar ...
We ordered our own food and eat ...
Janice didnt eat, not bcoz of diet,
she nidda go home earlier cos her cousin also having bday party ...
so she is going to eat there ...

Then we talk till ...
dono how long
2 hours .. maybe ...
then go walk walk
still talk ..
talk while walk , walk while talk ...
then go back home at 9smth ...
not reli late ..
but still counted as busy day...
Not as busy as my lao po lar ...
of cos ... she really busy today !!
Miss her a lot ... MISS YOU !!!

Love and Friendship ...

Since my best friend doesnt want to write this title,
i will write it myself ...
All of you are welcome to correct my essay ...
Or rather ... the meaning of love and friendship in me ...

First of all, love and friendship is different things.
Therefore, they have their own difference.
Teacher taught us to use the same paragraph for comparison.
However, i want to separate them into different paragraphs,
then group them together again. You will see later.

Love is the feeling within 2 people ...
They love each other and therefore they care each other ...
They will feel uncomfortable when one is missing.
They are willing to give everything , include their life ...
They can take in and used to all the habits of the other one ...

Love might fade, disappear or change to another person.
Some can love one till they die, but some cant.
They say that they love him , her , him, her .
However, that is not really love. Just a bit of feeling .
The feeling might not be long.

Love is only for opposite sex.
But the world is changing,
some people 'love' the same sex.
I put the sign ' ' before and after love is because,
i dont consider that as real love or what youngster always said , true love.
There might just be a bit of misunderstanding of love.

From the result of experiments of various scientists,
boy 'love' boy and girl 'love' girl appear because of genes.
There is some kind of abnormal genes inside them.
So, this is not love, real love or true love.
If someday, scientists successfully convert the genes back to normal,
this things wont happen again. Therefore, it is not love.

Friendship is the relation between 2 people also ...
It can be boy and boy, girl and girl even boy and girl.
However, in this modern world, people often say that there is no friendship between boy and girl. That is call love. This so-called love is actually friendship.
Friendship is quite similar to love but it is different in somehow.

Friendship wont fade. As long as nothing happen.
Friend also care each other, mind each other.
BUT ... friend will have a kind of expectation .
Like they will hope that u will do this do that .
Not because of getting benefits from their friend,
but just an expectation.

Friend are willing to help also.
They might willing to sacrifice their life but not all of them.
They care about you but not everything about you.
They might not get used to all your habits.
However, they got 1 thing, the most important thing.
Can exchange secrets or listen to your story.

We may not tell every secrets to our love one.
This is because there is some secrets is only available for men.
Or rather the secret is not a good thing to know.
We also might not tell everything that happened to our love ones.
We scared that they will be sad or worried about us.
However, when he/she requested for it,
we must tell them the whole story honestly.

Nowadays, people even say that boy and boy friendship is gay.
girl and girl friendship is lesbian.
boy and girl friendship is love.
Then where is our friendship? Gone.
There is no more friendship on earth.
Animals also have friendship, why not human?
Even cat and dog can have friendship too, why not boy and girl?

Love and friendship,
different in the feeling towards each other,
type of caring,
Friends care about you but not everything, as i said.
Loved ones care about your everything, nothing is left out.
expectation,
get into your life, and being a listener.
Many people didnt notice about the difference between love and friendship.
This is because they really looks similar.

The similarities are ...
Care each other, although it is not the same type.
Always like to be together, seeing each other, chit-chatting.
Play around together, comfort each other when sad,
want to know everything bout each other's lifestyle and everything.

There are differences in love and friendship,
they might be equally important to a person.
If one day, you ask me to choose friend or loved one,
i would say ... ( Tell me your answer before i tell u mine :D )

I will put maths equations here, if you can crack it, it is the answer.
Let x be friend and let y be loved one.

(x - 3)² + 9 = (y - 5)(y + 5) + 25

calculate to see which one is more important than which one ...
(if you can... XP ... easy question... )

爱的主旋律

小鬼:是你在那个雨季 走进我生命
带着一点任性 和温柔的表情
萱:是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容 换我仅有的天地
小鬼:天上一万颗星星 我却只看见你
要说这是幸运还是不可思议
萱:身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以 还不是因为你
小鬼:是你的声音 萱:带给我勇气
小鬼:恋爱的频率 萱:直到我心底
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是的我愿意
合:来自我幸福的主旋律
小鬼:从前都失意 萱:现在我相信
小鬼:天空会放晴 萱:爱会更甜蜜
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是我的愿意
合:爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
(Music)
萱:是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容 换我仅有的天地
小鬼:天上一万颗星星 我却只看见你
要说这是幸运还是不可思议
萱:身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以 还不是因为你
小鬼:是你的声音 萱:带给我勇气
小鬼:恋爱的频率 萱:直到我心底
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是的我愿意
合:来自我幸福的主旋律
小鬼:从前都失意 萱:现在我相信
小鬼:天空会放晴 萱:爱会更甜蜜
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是我的愿意
合:爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
萱:啦啦啦啦啦~~ 小鬼:啦啦啦啦啦~~ 萱:啦啦啦啦啦~~
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是的我愿意
合:来自我幸福的主旋律
小鬼:从前都失意 萱:现在我相信
小鬼:天空会放晴 萱:爱会更甜蜜
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是我的愿意
合:爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
小鬼:天上一万颗星星 我却只看见你
要说这是幸运还是不可思议
萱:身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以
合:还不是因为你

Tried but Failed

The same thing happened,
by the same person ...
I tried to control ...
not to be sad or hurt ...
But it just failed everytime ...

I tried my best ...
But things just cant get through ...
Still get the same feeling ,
Same hurt , same pain ...
Maybe i will never get used to it ...
NEVER !!
maybe i can never control myself ...
NEVER !!

Just one word ...
ONE WORD !!
Why i just cant get through it ??
Why it hurts me so much ??
Why it affects my emotion ??
Why it can makes me lose control ??
Maybe it is true ...
That i m not normal at all ...

Horrible experience ..

Today ...
My friends and i went to eat steambot...
They watched movie this afternoon,
Then followed by K Box,
After that, then we go for steambot...
I joined them at the steambot because i cant chase up with the movie...
My school ended around 3 ...
So, i didnt join the movie...

After steambot,
Its around 8 something ...
almost 9 pm ...
so we all went back home ...
I drove my mum's epsum ...
so i drove yen shing, leroy and yin home ...
first i sent leroy ,
then i sent yen shing ...
lastly i sent yin ...

But but but ...
the horrible thing happened before yin reached home ...
I drove the wrong route (thats not horrible),
and 2 cars were in front of me ...
one on the left lane, one on the right lane ...
i was on the right lane too ...
the left lane car drove really fast,
it was raining heavily and the water splashed up ...
COVERED the whole car in the right lane...
I CANT EVEN SEE A LIGHT OR A SHADOW OF THE CAR !!
i thought the car drove away ...
Who knows when the splashes started to clear,
HE WAS JUST IN FRONT OF ME ( i mean the car )
I QUICKLY HITTED THE BREAK ...
Almost knocked the car ...
but luckily i didnt ...
A car coming from my back also break quickly ...

IT WAS SO NEAR !! I OMOS OMOS ...
TOUCH THE CAR BUTT !!!!!!
After that, yin promised to not tell her mum ...
I went in her house ...
Just to some kind of visit ...
but she keep dont let me in ... ( i wonder why )
I chit chatted with her mum ... ( y not yin ? i oso dono )
till bout 10:30pm ...
Then i drove back ...
Nothing happened after that ...
I checked my car ... didnt knock the car ...
it was jus so lucky ...

So next time ,
dont drive too fast ...
(actually i didnt ... )

Tears ...

Everyone ...
Only worth my 3 drops of tears ...
My gf also ...

Except 2 people ...
1 is my dear lao po ...
1 is my best friend ...

If my friends or my gf ,
hurt me ...
I will at most onli drop 3 drops of tears ...
Never more than that ...
Then after that ,
I will always use my mask to face them ...
No real expression ...

My lao po and best friend ...
Stay deep in my heart ...
No matter what, will keep them inside ...
wont let them out even if they want ...
But it really hurts when wanna keep them deep inside my heart ..
Altho its hurt, i don reli care ,
cos it worths ...

Best friend and lao po ,
not everyone has...
I am lucky to have both ,
and i will try my best to lock them inside my heart ...

A-level life is going to start ...

How is my A-level life ?
I am currently studying in UCSI ...
A-level with whole class 9 students ...

No malay at all ...
All Chinese ..

Every morning wake up at 5 smth or 6 smth ...
then ... got "thing" to do ...
After that , around 7 smth ...
I drive to school .. using 'snail-speed' ...
Dont like to drive fast (but sometime i enjoy it XD) ...
Its quite scary to drive fast (no choice if late) ...
School starts at 8:30am ...
Do some self study at sch then go to class ...

11:30am is the recess time .
Our school got a big nicely decorated cafe but i always go home eat ...
After eating and bathing at home,
I will go to sch again about 12 smth ...
I will for sure reached sch earlier so some more self study ...
Class resume at 1:00pm ...
Finish at 2:30pm ...
Sometime stay in the library till 5:30pm,
do some self study or online there ...
Sometime go home till 5:30pm , but no self study ...
onli use computer to chat with my lao po !! Haha ~
Why 5:30pm ?
Cos i nidda go fetch my sister back from SMK BL !!
Everyday the same ...

Friday is revision class but i think i will go ...
Saturday and Sunday totally free except church on Sunday night ...
This is my A-level life ...
Boring ... Why ? Cos lots and lots of self study ...
Dont want to but being forced to do so ... by myself ...

My friends , please operate more activities to
brighten up my A-level life ...
Really nid u guys help ... Thanks ! Haha ~

Today ...

I dont really have the mood to write post today ...
But ...
Just wanna say that ...
I am sad ... angry ( just a little bit )
and heart broken ...
thats all.
Not your problem ...
not anyone's problem ...
It's my problem ...

Here comes the story ..

Break up prince and princess met each other ...
in the spring season ...
However, they didnt talk to each other ...
not even a 'Hi' then they walked seperate paths ...

Prince went away alone ...
Princess went away with her servants ...
She werent bored but she kept mentioned bout prince stuffs ...
Some prince friends went to look for prince ...
and they found him then walked with him ...
However, the forest isnt that huge,
They met each other twice ...
but they quickly turned to walk the backward path ...
to avoid walking pass each other ...

Finally the time came,
Prince and princess had to go into castle to watch their "father" ...
But they sitted quite far ...
Still not a word coming from their mouth talking to each other ...
After watching their "father",
They went to have their dinner ...
in Kingdom of Fish and Crabs ...
they ate and talked to their friends and servants ...
but didnt talk to prince or princess ...
After they had eaten their dinner ,
They were invited to Island of a Bella ...
They were served with drinks ...
and talked to their servants and friends onli ...
princess finally took out her braveness and talked to prince. ..
However, prince onli spilt out some words to get away from talking to princess...
After the noise or conversation went down or lower down,
Everyone decided to go back ...

Altho nothing really happened ...
but princess looked sad ...
Because prince seemed to be too close to his friend ...
Princess becomes moody and didnt smile during the time she went home ...

There is still a bit of love fire in princess's heart ...
burning timidly ... unnoticable ...
Even herself didnt notice it ...

Jokes ...

This is not the story ...
Just some jokes to entertain everyone ...
1. 一个女的跟一个男的出去旅行，到了房间，才发现只有一张双人床，
女的就很高兴，可以跟男的同床。但是，女的就假矜持，用笔画了一条线，
说：“如果你越过这条线，那你就是禽兽。”隔天，女的醒来后，就给了男的一巴掌。
男的就莫名其妙地说：“我没有越过啊！”女的就说：“你连禽兽都不如！”

2. 一对夫妇，去画展看画，太太又近视眼，又忘了戴眼镜。
太太看完一幅画以后，就大大声地说：“老公啊！这是我有史以来看过最丑的画了！”
老公说：“小声小声一点，因为你刚刚看的是镜子！”太太脸红就跟老公回去了。

3. 在学校里，有一个年轻又帅的老师在教书，看到第一排有一位女学生穿裙坐的脚开开的，
不雅观，就很文雅的告诉那位女学生。说：“这位学生，把你的书合起来好不好？”
她听了就知道老师在说她的裙子。当老师的，因为年轻所以也有一点点反应。
女的看到就说：“老师，你也可以把你的笔放下。”老师被讲到脸满红的。
结果女同学就像化解一下，不会这样尴尬，就说：“不过没关系啦，下课的时候，要不要在我的书上写笔记呀？”

Today stuff ...

Today is friday ... (everyone knows)
I am writing my blog .. (of cos ... if not who wrote this?)
Just wanna say that today i didnt go to school.(Why ? Fired?)
Because today is for remedial class a.k.a revision class ...
The first week havent start ...
Start next week ... Compulsary for all first ...
Then february or March , some PROs will be excluded ...(i m one of them)
Hopefully i am one of them ... (Dont repeat please)
But i will volunteer to go sometime ...
Cause i am using fast track... (what it means?)
it means that i am finishing my A-level in 1 yr whereas other ppl is 1 and 1/2 year ...
Using fast track nid to have lots of self study ...
But as u guys know , i wont study at home ...
Therefore i might go to sch on friday sometime ...

That's future thing ...
Present thing is today ...
I was a driver ...
I drove my dad to have breakfast ...
I drove him to airport ...
I drove my sis and cousin to school ...
I drove my bro back school ...
and lastly ,
I drove my sis back home ...
See ? So many i drove i drove ...
Really a busy driver with no income ... lolz ...
But in the interval of time,
i chatted with my lao po ...
which makes me forget all bout my busy-ness ...
very happy ...
and today she is very clever ... (means she is stupid otherday? Kind of. But i like it)
She can guess all the songs that i let her guess ...
Very clever ... Muacks ...
OK liao ... some other days i will post something more interesting ...
Like story or something ...
Look forward to it ya !

My New School - UCSI ...

I went to study at UCSI ...
Study A-Level for 1 year ...
This is my school ...
Quite small actually ...
not many pic to take ...



My school !! Looks real small ... and in fact it is REALLY SMALL !!
compare to swinburne is onli the nose hair ... hahaha...



The place where we wait for the time to pass before class start ...
Many students do homeworks here, including me ...



Staff office , just beside the waiting place ...



The hall way ... The door is the staircase to 1st floor .



1 of the room beside hall way , actually its computer lab ...



Another lab, chemist lab , also beside hallway ...



Bedroom ... not for sleeping , just for the hotel management's students , practising purposes ... sponsored by FOUR POINT !!



The Staircase, as i mentioned, to the 1st floor and 2nd floor ...
1st floor is auditorium and classrooms ...
2nd floor is onli the tiny small library ...



These are the classrooms ... I study in room 2 ...



The library ...



Four point ! can be seen from my school...



Closer view of four point ...



Petrol station ! Opposite our school ... our school is surrounded by Petrol station ...
Maybe the principal wan us to ADD OIL !!!



Another Petrol station , just beside our school ... And u can see my car roof ...
So clean ... XD ... hehe...

This is my School , UCSI ... lazy post out my text book ...
Maybe tomolo ... will post out my text book ...

Happy, Rushing and Tiring day ...

Today ...
quite happy ...
can chat with my best friend in the early morning ...
then go to school ...

Math lecturer is not that friendly ...
He is that kind of teacher that only teaches students ...
deadly and boringly ...

Biology lecturer is a friendly woman ...
She keeps on deviating that cause us not to feel boring ...
but sometimes she really deviated a lot ...
gone into the space ...

Chemistry lecturer is also very friendly ...
She is also A-level and foundation wad wad wad ...
Anyway, she takes care of everything about A-level and foundation la ...
High status ... Like to make jokes during lesson ...
She doesnt seem to be afraid of when she smile ... (haven see she angry yet)
She did deviate but just a bit ...
and will continue with the lesson ...
She likes to be organize too ...

Before i finish all my lessons ...
We have a break ... 11:30am till 1:00 pm
our class start at 1:00 pm so we must reach before that ...
I rushed back home ... Bath ... Eat and prepare ...
that one is not that rush yet ...

When our lessons ended,
i look for my chem lecturer to ask something ..
So i am going back at 2:36pm ... late 6 mins ...
Chem teacher ask me to help her photostat materials for the class ,
so i go to the bookshop to do so , (dono wasted how many time)
then i rush back home because i promised to online at 3:00pm ...
luckily i am just on time ... 3:00 pm sharp ...
Drove quite fast ... but fortunately , no accident ...

After online , i chat with all my friends ...
and of course , my lao po ...
She didnt talk much ... but Sze Ling talked a lot !
Bilibala bilibala ... Everything just shoot out of her mouth non-stop ...
But after sometime , no more words shootin out from her mouth ...
thats where we stop all our conversation ... (using skype)
OH YA !! forget to mention that,
All of us sing a song ...
to be fun and not to get bored ...

After everyone stop conversation,
I felt very tired ... I dont know why ....
So, went to sleep ...
Everyone called me to wake up ...
but i am just too tired to wake up ...
so I get scolded by dad and mum ...
even my brother ...

Its all for today ,
4th of January ,
First day of school ...

Match the time in UK .. and words for my lao po

Today , woke up at 4:30 am ...
Soooo sooo soo so early in the morning ...
Why ??
Just to match the night time of UK ...
BUT !!!
The thing that make me gone mad is that ...

HE DIDNT ONLINE !!!
where the hell he go ??
he said HE WILL ONLINE WHOLE NIGHT !!!!!!

lao po a ,
very sorry a ...
yesterday didnt really talk much to u
when i came back from church ...
I didnt expect him to on but he on....
now i expected him to on but he didnt on ...
like wad u said ... WTF !!!
haha ...

Teaching lesson for Michael Wong ...

Eh ...
before the lesson starts ...
why on at 2 something am ??
nvm .. today will try dont sleep till 2 something find u ...
but remember go on msn ... can teach u ...

First, go to ur blog ,
click [customize] ... at right top side...
then click [settings] at the left top side ...
below settings will appear 1 bar ...
got wad basic , publishing , formating ...
click [permission] the last one on the bar ...

add authors ...
authors can post something , change something ...
just like urself ... but cant delete ur blog ...
add blog readers ...
they only read ur blog and post comments ...
they cant post something or change anything from ur blog ...
click anybody to make ur blog public as everyone can view it ...
no nid add readers 1 by 1 ...

btw, add me to author ... :) ...
can help u change settings or invite people ...
most important thing is i can post somethings to let u c ...
no nid go post at comments ... XD ...
thanks ...

笑话。。。

老师问学生：人生自古谁无死。。。你来接下一句。

学生答：人生自古谁无死，有谁大便不用纸！

老师很生气，叫学生出去罚站。

隔一年，老师又问回同样的问题。
这时，学生聪明了，
他答：人生自古谁无死， 谁能大便不用纸，若君不用卫生纸，除非你是用手指。

老师很火大，又叫学生出去罚站。
这时，老师看到窗外下雪，

就说：上天下雪不下雨，雪到地上变成雨，
变成雨时多麻烦，为何当初不下雨？

学生又回答老师：老师吃饭不吃屎，饭到肚时变成屎，
变成屎时多麻烦，为何当初不吃屎？

老师听了，当场晕倒。 有一个那么聪明的学生，却令老师哭笑不得。

做人要开心一点，让自己好过一点。
哭着也要过生活，笑着也一样过生活。
为何不快快乐乐的过我们的生活呢？

I become parents ??

Tomorrow school starts to register ...
My mum nid to go to her own school ...
so i bring my bro and sis go to my old school...
SMK Batu Lintang ...

I nid to help my sis and my bro take books ...
pay fees ...
just like wad other students' parents do ...
haha ...
i become my bro and sis parents lor ...
want to see me become parents ?
go to SMK BL meet me bah !
See u There !