Life is upside down ...

Dono why ...
Suddenly everything changed ...
Felt like I am another person ...
Became lazy ...
And do crazy stuff ...
Sienz ... I WAN TO STUDY !!!
PLEASE COME BACK !!

Suddenly got a push ...
to start it ...
but then it gone ...
so end it ...

All the problems come ...
When there is too much of something ...
Just like too much cook spoils the soup ...

也许。。。

也许，
我就是个坏蛋。
来到这世上捣蛋。
没做过一件好事。

或也许，
我什么都不是，
没良心，没头脑，没感情。
对人对事都一塌糊涂。

离开了，
会好一点吗？
对大家都不好，
但是，只要有我在你的世界里，
你永远都得不到快乐。
离开了，
不是更好吗？
从另一个角度来看，
其实离开了你的世界，
对你来讲，对别人来讲，
都是一件好事，
对我来讲，至少好过我没离开。。。

Fighting of evils and goods ...

The evil and the good is fighting ...
and is always fighting ...
I cant get thru it ...
I dont know what to do ...
I dont even know what you think ...

I dont know ...
Did u gave me anything ...
What you feel about me ...

I dont know ...
What are you thinking ...
What you decided to do ...

I hate guessing ...
and everything u gave me was my guess ...
I never get anything solid from you ...
Not even a solid answer ...
Everytime my questions to you ...
I get back more questions FROM you ...

You are blur ...
very blur in ur own world ...
as well as in my world ...
I cant catch you ...
nor even see a clear picture of yours ...
I am confuse ...
as well as you yourself ...

RaPunZeL

Nice movie ...

Thief with unserious life ...
Met a pretty girl with pure heart ...
Not yet polluted by the outside world ...

Naughty boy brought the girl out of the tower ...
Experienced a lot of the outside world ...
Scared at first but enjoyed ...
Especially with the thief ...

Misunderstanding and obstacles ...
separated them ...
but it is not the end ...
The girl gave up but not the boy ...
The boy wanted to save the girl ...
but stabbed by the bad one ...
The girl wants to save the boy using her healing magic hair...
It is not only a normal hair, it is her precious treasure ...
She promised to heal the thief and go to a place like hell ...

The boy doesnt wan the girl to go that place ...
He cut her precious hair and risk his own life ...
Without the healing magic hair, the boy will die too ...
I love this part ...

Others may see that the boy is so cruel ...
Cut the precious hair just like that ...
But who else will see the boy ?
Cause his injury was covered ...
by his cloth ...
They will only blame him for hurting the girl ...

P/S: The rest of the movie, go watch it urself ...

I wanted you ...

I just put 1 song in my blog ...
Song name I wanted you ...

Getting hurt is part of love ...
It is part of love but not compulsory in love ...
Love can also be perfect without getting hurt ...
But mostly ...

Girls are born to be protected ...
and also protective ...
Once they get hurt ...
They are activated ...
to be protective and protect themselves ...
against any other similar things from happening ...
They have the mindset that they want to avoid if they can ...
So it is hard to fall back in love,
once they get hurt ...

Boys are born to protect others ...
But sometime,
they hurt others without notice ...
They want to protect one but hurt others ...
As we know the world nothing is fair ...
Once you gain, you lost others ...
But sometime it is hard for boys too ...
one is being protected but she doesnt get it ...
All the protection is useless ...
Cos she didnt feel that she was being protected ...

Girls should start to try new things ...
Believe in urself ...
Boys should try to get a better way ...
a way that benefits both ...

Day by day ...

Dont look down on 1 piece of 1 kg stone ...
It is my stress ...
Day by day,
It fills my shoulder,
more and more ...
1 day 1 kg ...
I have not release from that yet ...
Not even 1 minute ...
Wanted to escape from the world ...
Cos everything is giving me this 1 kg stone ...
Not only studies ...
Many many many things ...
Ever tried to give up everything ...
but I failed ...
Will try to get drunk if i have the opportunity ...
Escape the world is my only hope now ...
No matter how long or how brief ...
I JUST WANT TO ESCAPE FROM THIS WORLD ...

My evil is over-taking me ...
If I continue to keep those 1 kg stone ...
The only way is to escape from this world ...

Long time no post ...

It is still early ...
but the songs in your blog ...
is disturbing my mood ...
provoking the 2nd me to appear earlier ...
and indeed it does appear ...
Mayb thats the reason i write this post ??
Think so ...

Can I say that there is no forever puppy love?
Yeah ... Those puppy love before 18 ...
Why say so ? Cos there is always distance in between ...
Circumstances ...
Cannot go out as you like ...
Cannot go together with the one you love out for shopping ...
Your parents wont allow ... and most of the circumstances are PARENTS !

Love ...
Making clear of love ...
Love is not so strong that it can break through all the circumstances ...
It is not miracles ... It is just love ..
A feeling ... That is a weird feeling ...
That people dont know how to describe it and so call it love ...
It is just a feeling towards a person ...
People always say that a person cannot have 2 feelings at a time ...
That means we cannot love 2 person at a time ...
But what if i tell you, a person really can have 2 feelings at a time?
It is real ... a person can have 2 feelings at a time ...
Mayb not everyone ... but I am one of them ...
Why I can have 2 feelings at a time ?
Cos I am splitted ... into 2 person ...
Not much people know this and even if they know, they dont understand ...

I can be a complete different person a second ago and the next second ,
I am back to normal ...
I dont want to explain and just don care bout it ...
Sometime I really dont know wad the 2nd me did ...
Sometime he did something fantastic! That the real me cant do ...
but sometime he did something ridiculous! That the real me would prefer to die ...
I cannot control it ...
This is more to describing myself ...
Silly me ! Just to wish that more people can understand me ...
NO! They will not! Even my parents don understand me ...
Cos I can change really fast ... But thats not wad I want ...
I want to be a kid !
Even kids can have love ...
Parents wont stop them ... Why ? Cos they know their kids are pure ...
They will not do anything bad ...
Kids can have really best friends too ...
Now, if too close to your friends,
even your parents will ask you :" Are you homosexual?"
WTF!!! They are your children !
You dont believe them ? then who do you wan to believe ?
I want to be a kid ... Forever a kid ...
Pure love and pure friendship ...
will last forever without circumstances ...
without any stress or disturbance from the adult world ...
Kids' world is so perfect ...

很久很久。。。

很久没看了，
突然按了blog，
就好奇的去看了。
是的，我哭了。
很久没有哭了，
活在没有感情的世界，
忙碌了，逃避了。
不懂我自己，
到底是伤痕再次被挖深，
还是感情依然存在？
我分不清楚。
对她，有一种莫名其妙的感觉，
想保护她，不要让她受到伤害。
却没有想过要把她占为己有。
对你，更不知道是什么感觉，
因为我们很久没见面，
感觉总是不一样。
在你回来的日子里，
我完全不能融入你的世界，
你给我一种很陌生的感觉，
我不明白。。。 可能是我的错，
过去的我太忙，
可是，以后的我，只会越来越忙，
到时候我真的不知道怎么办。

我注定一个人，
现在也是，以后也是。
跟我在一起的，都很难长久，
但是，她，
不知道为什么，
想保护她久一点，
直到她不再需要我的保护。

忙碌生活，夜深人静，需要人陪。

｢需要人陪｣這首歌王力宏藉著簡單的歌詞及旋律，詮釋出現代忙碌都市人的內心深處感受。王力宏看見對於許多活在都市中的大忙人，包括一些週 遭的朋友，白天生活忙碌卻毫無目標，但在深夜夜深人靜一個人獨處時，特別容易「需要人陪」；也許是想起某個思念的人，或是過去曾經相愛的人。也因此MV中 王力宏飾演一位工作忙碌的上班族，在夜晚寂寞時想起過去一段最難忘的愛情故事；希望透過寫實戲劇的表演張力，來突顯現代人需要人陪的感覺及心情，並希望以 這個MV，讓歌迷可以更能體會「需要人陪」這首情歌帶給人的深刻體驗。

不要想太多。

有时候看事情，
最好不要看得太剔透。
往往不可思议的事情都会变成真！
多希望世界不要有那么多的荒谬的事情！
不要有那么多的问题。
这个世界就可以美好一点。
这个世界啊！
赶快恢复正常吧！！！

没变。。。

我也是我。。。
还是以前的爱学书的我，
为了我的梦想，
我可以放弃一切。

我从来不儿戏，
也不曾不认真，
我所做的每一件事都很认真。
每个人都有自己的难处，
到了真的不能救的地步，
只好放弃一切，甚至放弃自己，
追求梦想。。。

不是每个人都精打细算，
也不是每个人的背后都有阴谋。。。
凡是把事情看开一点，
用另一个角度去思考，
总会发现一些以前没发现的改变。

我从来不敢大胆希望拥有什么，
以前一样，现在也一样。
就只有我的梦想，
才是我最想得到的。
对别人的关怀照顾，
爱心扶持，
很有可能为了某些更好的将来，
放弃所有。

能帮助人的，
我一定会做，
不论牺牲我的一切，
这也是我做医生的目的，
就算我玩电脑游戏，我弟弟常常投诉，
为什么我就是总是帮别人，而自己game over了都没关系。
这就是我要的目的，
只要帮到别人，
牺牲自己，算是什么？
唯有一次，为了自己的牺牲，
伤害了别人， 很心痛，却没办法。
被伤害的，不一定是不好，
只在乎他怎样看待，
不一样的看法，将来一定有非凡的成就。

只需要从另一个角度来看世界，
世界一定更美丽。
不是每一个牺牲都是不好的，
只要从别人的角度来看，
帮到别人，胜过帮自己。

感动。。。

今天，
跟家人和弟弟的朋友去spring。。。
原本是弟弟跟朋友去看戏，
后来，我也成为他们的一分子。。。
为什么呢？因为他们要看的戏正是我很想看的戏。。。
虽然说是鬼戏，
却是很感动。。。
女的为了就快跟自己分手的男朋友，
甘愿为他冒生命危险，
不顾一切的找回男朋友。。。
男朋友对她的冷漠无情，
她全都忘得一干二净。。。
就算她知道她的男朋友被鬼捉走了，
她还是一心一意的要救她的男朋友。
为了一个就快要分手的男朋友，
冒了那么多次的险恶，
还是坚持要救回男朋友。。。
真的是很感动。。。

故事

不知何时何月，
一个男的爱上了一个女的。
男的向女的表明心意，
女的却因受过爱的挫折打击，
不敢也不愿意付出感情。
于是就拖着。
让那个男的继续等待，追求。
女的就若无其事的过生活。
一直到有一天，
女的过马路时，有一辆跑车闯红灯，
在撞上女的之前，
男的猛推女的一下，
女的趴在马路，还回头打骂。
当她回过神的时候，
才发现地上一滩血，
深爱着自己的已经血面模糊，
不成人形。
女的，虽然未付出感情，
心里却莫名其妙的痛了起来。
伤心哭着，叫着男的名字。
这时候，女的才开口说：“我爱你”
可是，已经太迟了。。。
男的，带着遗憾过世了。
女的，后悔当初没付出真感情。
从此，女的就敢爱敢恨了。。。

在这里劝告你们，
过去的，就让它过去吧！
不要让你的过去影响你的未来。
不值得，因为未来是美好的，你可以掌握在你手中。
切记，不要为了过去，做一些伤害自己和破坏未来的东西。

寂寞。。。

最近，
很寂寞，
要找人讲话都没有。



你。。。
不适合我，
因为你介意，
介意我的过去，
介意我的曾经，
介意很多东西。。。

你。。。
很像很忙，
却每次都看到你在面子书，
乱乱在别人的comment留言。
朋友都说你很闲空，
却没找我。。。

你。。。
忍受不了，
我的野蛮霸道，
我知道都是我过分，
但是我就是找不到人陪才找你聊天，
诉苦。。。
所以，我不逼你陪我。。。

没了。。。
剩下的就只有我的书本。
真的很想找个人来陪我。。。
不是陪我过一辈子，
只是朋友般的陪罢了。。。
真的那么难找吗？



自己过生活。。。

欲望。贪得无厌的欲望。

可以读大学，
已经是很好了，
我却不知足。
还想要出国。
为什么会要出国？
因为朋友们都一个一个出国了。。。
真的真的很想出国读书。

我知道我的家不是很有钱，
所以我每天都在省。
但是，往往还是会盲目的花了很多钱。
出国的欲望，不敢再想。
只希望快点去赚钱！

但是，我做医生不是为了钱，
而是梦想。
从小的梦想。
希望我贪得无厌的欲望赶快消失！
想都别想！
可以出国的朋友们，
加油咯！努力吧！
别浪费那么好的机会！！！

回来了。。。

很久没写了。
没有灵感来写。。。
因为，晚上很少开电脑了。。。
通常灵感都是在晚上才有的。

突然，很想很想很想知道，
很重要算是爱吗？
当一个人对你很重要的时候，
算是你爱他吗？
对我来说，是！
重要，就是不可失去，
例如，父母，
他们很重要，是因为你爱他们。
当你不再爱他们的时候，
你就会觉得他们不重要。。。

做了许多的事情，
却得不到想要的。
是很伤心很失望，
但是一定要努力！

总是回忆过去，
全部的努力都是白费。
看到别人一双双的，
心里不知不觉地就绞痛，
脑海出现无数的回忆。
放弃回忆，有两个方法。。。
盲了，就不会看到别人双双对对。
或是失忆，全部的回忆将会消失得无影无踪！

回忆，并不是放不下，
而是脑海中的记录。
放下一个人，
决心要很大，
一旦放下了，
就不可后悔。
从新开始，
新的生活，
接受别人，
才能让你活得更精彩！

笑吧！

到底女人是何物？
情绪不稳定动物。
爱美爱到家不顾，
嫁了男人做家务，
坏心女人最可恶！
大家偷笑快跑路！！！

那么男人是什么？
其实心里不安了，
但却像是很快乐。
一天到晚忙到热！
回到家里被人惹，
这些日子难过的，
谁敢偷笑还欢乐？
看了脸红又火热！！！

虽然日子不好过，
我们最好别堕落！
一起欢乐看日落，
开开心心吃饭咯！！！

不敢相信。。。

我不敢相信，
你竟然认为我威胁你。
难道我在你的心目中也是那么坏？
全部人都认为我坏，
我还以为你不会。
我是不是真的那么坏？
我就是没别的朋友，只剩下你，但是。。。
叫你去看戏都要三催四请。
去派对都要求你去。
很不喜欢看到我哦？
跟别人去看戏又可以，
跟我去看戏很像很为难你一样。

我无话可说，
只有对你说对不起，
对不起！我不会再为难你了！

An old movie called 干材烈火

I watched it in hotel ...
cos i cant be back due to lack of transport ..
and i found this movie on TV ...
and so i watched it ...

2 sentences, so hurt that its VERY VERY HURT ...
＂人家不喜欢你女儿！＂the girl said
＂对我很好很好，但就是没有心跳的感觉．＂the boy said

好朋友与恋人,连我也开始模糊了.
因好朋友与恋人只是意识上的差别，
没有一个具体的隔绝．

Nice songs ... (recomended for emo-ing)

I wished i can play this song ...
by piano ...
and also make it into a video ...
with messages ...



Everyone has their own love story ...
but not all of them have happy ending nor wonderful progress ...
I am one of them ...
I failed in almost everything, includes LOVE ...

我是不是很坏？

为什么大家都那样对我？
我到底是不是很坏？

可不可以对我好一点？
可不可以不要不理我？
可不可以尽量帮帮我？
可不可以不要老骂我？

我会对你们好好的。

关系？

我和你，
是什么关系？
为什么你看起来很憎恨我？
我们不是好朋友吗？
为什么我总是觉得你不喜欢我？
是不是我太多疑了？

我和你，
是什么关系？
为什么你看起来喜欢，却不像喜欢？
我们不是说好了吗？
为什么你总是不肯答应呢？
是不是我不适合你？

我和你，
是什么关系？
为什么你每次都不开心？
我们不是说好要开开心心的吗？
为什么你还是放不下呢？
是不是我伤得你太深？

你们可不可以帮我一下？
给我一个明白。
好让我不要那么烦恼。。。
谢谢。。。

不适合你。

你给了我，
很大很大很大很大很大的。。。
希望。。。
却又一次的让我失望。。。
在你眼里，我还是一个那么不干净的人。
在你眼里，我还是一个怪人。
你根本不能把我当成一个正常人。

他主动找你，
代表他还爱你。
你也很惊喜，很高兴。
你们在一起还是会比较好。。。



我不要再想，我不要再想，
我不，我不，我不要再想你！

伤心的心情。。。

伤心。。。
考试成绩。。。
去看了3部戏。。。
很适合我。。。
尤其是最后两部。。。
叫做：龙凤店，和，恋爱通告。
两部戏，都是男的骗了女的。
但是，时间过了，还是在一起。。。
我最喜欢最后一部，
一开始很好笑，弄得我很开心。。。
后来很伤心。。。
很喜欢他的一首歌。
来听听吧！



然后，在车里，
听了另一首英文歌，
很感触，想分享一下。

今天，覺得是時候交囘給他了。

今天，看開了一切。
回家路上，決定了。
一定要離開她，
她才過得更快了，幸福。



祝福就給你。

兩种愛情 + 一個愚蠢。。。

迷戀的愛
一個癡情的男人，
愛上了一個女人。
他們雖然不是分割兩地，
卻從未見面。
他們通過電話，電腦來聯絡。
讓人羡慕的是，
男的竟然可以愛女的愛得那麽深。
談著戀愛的他們，
一時因爲一個小事，
男的很激動，就提出了分手。
女的默默地離開。
男的事後搞清楚了，自己的誤解，
很後悔，女的卻不願意原諒男的。
男的很傷心，卻還是深深愛著女的。。。

長情的愛情
有一個女的，
受過創傷，遇到一個好男人，
就開始了戀愛。。。
剛開始，不知道自己的感情。。。
久了，女的發現愛上了男的。
男的卻要在幾天后出外幹活。。。
分開期間，
被一位坏心腸的朋友挑撥離間。
男的聼了朋友的話，
感情就開始搖動。。。女的卻愛他，
一天比一天深。。。
最後，坏心腸的朋友竟然叫女的提出分手。
女的暗示了男的。
最後，就敗在那位白痴又愚蠢的朋友手上。
過了很多個月，男的回來了，
女的還對男的念念不忘。
對他又關心又擔心。
口口聲聲說不愛了，卻不自然的又關心起他了。

蠢人一個
一個傻子，
錯過機會，
讓女孩受傷，
要保護女孩，
因爲自己沒能力，
就讓給別人。
默默的支持，幫助，
希望她能夠幸福，
卻又害了她。
憎恨自己的傻子，
還是想盡辦法來幫她。
這樣的傻子，有誰願意做呢？

第一個，痴戀。
第二個，明戀。
傻子，暗戀。
你是哪一個呢?
不管你是哪一個，都願你們可以找到自己的幸福！

期待的心情。。。

期待着。。。
成绩的出炉。。。
期待着。。。
好朋友的到来。。。
期待着。。。
去KL看学校。。。
期待着。。。
去KL玩个饱。。。
期待着。。。
Ielts的考试。。。
期待着。。。
MUET的考试。。。
期待着。。。
Edexcel的考试。。。
期待着。。。
去KL读大学。。。
期待着。。。
一个人的生活。。。

好多好多的期待。。。
都在半年里面。。。

今天的我。

今天的我，
伤风了，感冒。。。
发烧。。。
很不舒服。。。
却还是得撑着做工。

告诉你们我生病了，
不是为了搏同情，
而是让你们了解更多。
请不要用这个当借口来怪我。
说我找借口。

如果你们坚持，
我也没办法。
尤其是你！！！

Knowing the world population...

U are in the process to know the world ...
U only know just a little bit of the social,
then u said u wanna quit ...

The things u faced is just so little compared to others ...
Now do u know why last time i owes said u still not mature yet?
Cos the world is changing ...
the society is cruel and evil ...
it is impossible to survive without changing our own ...
and also wearing a mask ...
as long as u don get influence,
and do bad stuff with ur mask,
u can still be urself ... and night time is the real me ...

好聽的歌+感動情節

好聽的歌，
加上感動的情節，
真的是讓人羨慕。

两全齐美，没有可能。

当你为了完成某某事情，
作了牺牲，
人家却没看见你所做的某某事情，
却只看见你的牺牲有多么的不对。。。
这样公平吗？
讨厌解释得我，
再也没有公平了。

Show Lo - 愛不單行 (Ai Bu Dan Xing) MV

Addicted to it ...
dont know why ...
Just suddenly addicted ...
still listen to it after many times of repeation ... :)

Eclipse

You love him.
Yeah. But I love you more.
Bella admited that she love jacob and edward.

U sacrifised just to make others happy.
No.

Nobody is happy wif wad I did. Even my dad.

寂寞，孤独。

寂寞会等与孤独吗？
让我来告诉你们。
他们是完全不一样的东西。。。

孤独，
是在没有人的时候，
自己一个人很孤独。。。

寂寞呢？
是说没事做，
没有乐趣。。。

孤独，
会导致寂寞。
但是，
寂寞的时候，
不一定很孤独。。。

比如说，
人多的时候，
但是你却找不到一个知心的朋友，
那些只是开开玩笑，完全不能谈心事的人。。。
所以就会觉得很寂寞。
找不到人陪，就很孤独。
有人陪，也是会寂寞。。。

我呢？
就是孤独 + 永远的寂寞。

无聊的日子刚刚要开始。

很寂寞。
很无聊。
没朋友。
没伴侣。
一个人，
过生活。
没办法。
我的事，
自己死，
别害人。

明天开始我的忙碌生活。
不能跟大家聊天了（我想也没有人要跟我聊天）
真的很抱歉。
放弃了全部，包括我的人生乐趣。
一切都给了读书和赚钱。
只是7个月罢了！很快就过去了。
我知道自己很自私。
没办法，我是个坏人。

Despicable Me

今天，
本来要找人陪我去看戏的。
可是，我真的没有朋友了。
最后一个，
我的小小干妹妹都走了。
就算没走，
也会为了顾他朋友的感受，
不跟我出去。
没关系。

我只好叫我表妹和妹妹去。
哪里知道，我爸爸妈妈也来。
因为太迟去，carpark没什么位子。
只好叫我妹妹先去买票。
倒霉的我，要看eclipse却满了。
只好看despicable me。
很没心情。
在carpark找了45分钟，
眼白白看了4辆车在我前面都有位子。
才找到一个。下车的时候，
整个carpark都没车了。气死我！

那时候，还没吃，
就去sushi king 吃。
因为票买好了，
所以很赶时间。
我因为肚子饿，
叫了东西。要等蛮久的。
却被爸爸妈妈骂！
没胃口。
一开始看的时候，
真的想出去外面自己走走。
但是那个戏太吸引我了。
就没出去走走。
看完了整部，心情也好了很多。
但是我还是做了一个决定！
永远都不再跟我父母看戏了！

最后，还要谢谢那部戏！
Despicable Me ! 谢谢你！

突然發現的。。。

女孩。。。
漂亮的不下厨，
下厨的不温柔，
温柔的没主见，
有主见的没女人味，
有女人味的会乱花钱，
不会乱花钱的不会打扮，
会打扮的不放心，
放心的肯定不能看！

男孩。。。
有才华的长得丑， 《《（我来的XD）
长得帅的不会赚钱，
会赚钱的不顾家， 《《 （我来的XD）
顾家的没出息，
有出息的不浪漫，
浪漫的靠不住， 《《（我来的XD）
靠得住的肯定是个窝囊废！ （不太懂）

拥有2种以上的女人，就是好女人。
你是好女人吗？好男人吗？

一年后再见！

今天一别，
要等到一年后才能见到你。
希望你能记住今天的所有！
一年后见！
我的小干妹妹！赖薇匀！
（干妹妹前面加一个小会比较适合你）XD

努力读书，加油！

我的事情。

前3天，
我都忙着做工，没时间上网。。。
大多数都是一下而已。。。
今天又读书。
真的有一点累。
下午睡了一觉，
整个人都不累了。
读书忙碌的生活又来了。
要比别人快，就要挨过去。
我会很努力。
要比别人勤劳100倍！
要全部都拿A！
谢谢大家一直以来的支持。
可能会久久才来update blog一下。
请大家原谅。

失败是成功之母

这一句话，
我认为是一个人失败了，
用来安慰自己而已。
或许是别人可怜那个人的失败，
用这一句来安慰那个人。

但是，事实是。。。

成功的人，
人人称赞，
奖励，
庆祝。。。
每个人都说为他骄傲。

失败的人呢，
就被人们责骂，
惩罚，
排斥。。。
每个人都说丢他们的脸。

但是，有谁会体会到他们的感受？

有些人，
天生聪明，幸运。
不用太多的努力，就可以成功。
有些人，
天生学习较慢，没那么幸运。
就算很努力，还是失败了。

人们只在乎他们的结果，
一点也不在乎过程。

小明很聪明，
明天考试，今天学书。
都可以拿第1。
小华呢？没那么聪明，
2个月前就开始埋头苦读，
可是还是拿最后。

老师责骂小华说：
“做么你不要学书？看看小明，多勤劳！”
回到家里，
爸爸一知道他拿最后，
立刻拿了藤鞭出来，
扫了他屁股两下说：
“不用功读书我就不认你做我的儿子！”
小华只好回房间。
用手提sms打给朋友。
可是全部都没空。
在和小明一起庆祝。

你们说，
失败是成功之母有用吗？
要是真的是成功之母，
不是应该比成功得到更多优惠吗？
为什么会有不一样的待遇？
成功的人只会越来越厉害。
而失败的，常常受打击，
只会越来越堕落。

以后有儿子了，
请大家去体谅一下儿子的心情。
他们自己也很伤心。
为什么还要令他们更伤心？
多点关心自己的儿子。
这是父母的责任。

希望以后全天下的孩子们都可以健康成长！
孝顺父母，照顾儿女！

我的好朋友。

我的好朋友，

生肖屬猴，

每日卻不吃香蕉。

很勤快卻又愛偷懶。

吃喝玩樂樣樣不少。

那就是我的好朋友，

Michael Wong。

（本文章有一點亂來，但是，可能很對。）XP

決定。

決定。
我的決定。
讓你不開心。
雖然對不起沒用，
但我還是要說，對不起！

我做了一個我自己也不敢相信的決定。
唯有這樣做，才能嘗試到那種痛苦。
這算是對我的一種懲罰。
連累了你。
很抱歉。

我做了太多。
太多不好的事情。
就因為我的幾句話，
害了很多人。
很後悔。

衝動的我，
做了一個很難得決定。
剛剛讀了你的blog，
差點就把這個決定給毀了。

我知道了這種痛苦，
是多麼的難受，
但我卻把這些感受帶給別人。
就是我的幾句話。
可惡的自己。
恨死自己。

最對不起的就是你了。
連累你。

聽了又聽，很好聽。

“世界太複雜，你說單純很難，我當然都明白。”
“只有你才能了解，我要的夢從來不大。”
“我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方。”

my opinion "Best friend and lover"

I think twice, thrice and "fries".
I decided to write bout this again ...
Best friend is the one who talks to you ...
and both of you are happy ...
didnt care bout other things ...
just pure happy ...

Lover is the one who talks to you ...
and also both of you are happy ...
but the person cares bout everything ...
your feeling, your thoughts, everything .
and so, you cant get pure happy ...

I owned a best friend ...
we are happy together ...
but somehow we are no more seeing each other ...
in different places ...
at first we are still ok...
but i found that i cant give him happiness anymore ...
i felt like i am bringing sadness to him.
and so, i decided not to bring sadness to him.
but he will be my best friend forever.

I also owned a lover ...
we are happy together ...
but somehow we are no more seeing each other ...
in different places ...
and the same,
at first we are still ok ...
this time is nothing to do with sadness ...
i felt that i am not caring enough for her ...
i cant give her wad she wants ...
and so, i decided to make her as my friend ...
cos i need a friend ...

lastly,
if u only have a choice, between best friend and lover,
which one will u choose?


my answer is best friend...
i nid a best friend more than a lover ...
i nid someone who listen to me but not care too much of me ...
sorry if offended ...

救恩：律法、應許、信心。

律法，
是神定的律法。。。
不是人類定的法律。。。
律法是上帝對人類生命的完美規劃。。。
我們可能覺得自己還好，不錯。。。
但是在至高無上的上帝的眼裡，
我們根本沒到他定的標準。。。
我們還差的很遠很遠。。。

應許呢，
就是神白白賜下恩惠給我們。。。
就好比如他賜下他的獨生子為我們釘十字架。。。
從那天開始，
神就賜下恩惠給我們。。。
不再完全依靠律法。
律法變成我們的一個標準罷了。。。
讓我們看清楚，我們到底還距離神的要求多遠。
一位美國的傳道說了：“神的律法，只是為了顯示我們是個罪人。”

信心，
就是要去信。。。
你一定要信，才會得到。。。
如果沒有信心，就不能得到神的恩惠。。。
他已經白白賜下恩惠給我們。。。
如果我們沒有信心，就得不到恩惠。。。

讓我用以個比例來把這3個東西連接在一起。
這樣就顯得比較清楚。。。
就好比。。。
一間房子著火了。。。
整個房子已經不能救了。。。
可是，樓上房間裡還有一個小孩。。。
那個小孩已經無路可逃了。。。
他打開他的房門。。。
到處都是火。。。無路可逃。。。
小孩只有一個選擇。。。
就是從窗口跳下去。。。
他的爸爸，就在樓下。。
準備接他的兒子。。。
兒子需要做出一個行動。。。
而且要對他的爸爸有信心。。。

律法，就是讓我們看清楚環境。。。
看看我們處在多麼危險的地方。。。
應許，就是給我們一個機會。。。
像那個爸爸一樣。。。
然後，我們一定要做出行動。。。
而且要有信心。。。

我們應當感恩。。。
就像報答我們父親對我們的看顧以及關懷一樣。。。
今天是父親節，
祝天下的父親們，父親節快樂！！！
記得要感恩哦！！

Being alone ...

Being alone is not good ...
Finding a friend is easy ...
Make friend with good one its hard ...
If you managed to find one its perfect ...
If you lost one its miserable ...

I am now alone ... lonely ...
found a friend ...
but he is not a good one ...
ever found a good friend ...
but i lost him ...

After 2 seriously hurt friendship,
I can no more find a friend ...
Finding a friend is hard for me now ...
Why? Coz i found out how bad am i ...
A person that doesnt deserve to have a friend ...
wad more to say a good one ...
No friends ... means no more relationship ...
All coz of one thing ...
I am bad ...
I cant cope with others, and i forced others to cope with me ...
I am selfish ...
I cant sarcrifise for others, others is always sarcrifising for me ...
I am a person that wants everything from others ...
I always tells lies, and i forced others to tell the truth ...
I am a liar ...
I always do the thing that i want to do, and command others to do the things i want.
I am a dictator ...

So ... i am always alone ...
Its my fate ...

Me ...

Me ...
Always feels that i have nothing ...
And it becomes the reality ...
I have nothing at all ...

Now,
I will always think that i have everything ...
And hopefully that it will becomes the reality ...
I have everything ...

Boys ...
Always have wishes ...
But my most of my wishes didnt come true ...
and so i gave up on other wishes ...
but now ...
i decided to keep other wishes ...
but still ... gonna give up on celebrating my bday ...
for some reason ... =D

18岁的生日。

18岁生日的时候，
我要去KL,
跟我的好朋友一起玩的开开心心的。
坐摩天轮。
玩过山车。

我的梦想。

可能不会实现了吧！
自己一个人过就好了。

一时这样，一时那样。

真的搞不懂那些女人。
难怪女人被称为世界最复杂，难明白的动物。
她们最喜欢一下这样，一下那样。
搞得你团团转。
如果你不跟她的意识去做，
她们就生气了。

当一个女人知道你欺骗她的时候，
她会很生气。
但是，当她不想知道事实的时候，
你却跟她坦白，
她又会生气。
那到底我们男人是该坦白还是说谎呢？

当你太关心她的时候，
她却喜欢不听你的。
当你不再管她的时候，
她却埋怨你不关心她。
那到底是要关心还是不管她呢？

当她叫你做一样东西的时候，
你做了。
下一秒，她又叫你不要这样做。
那到底是做还是不做？

女人啊女人，
为什么你们就不能体会一下男人的辛苦？
天天埋怨难道不累吗？
天天一时一样的不累吗？
每个男人都有他们的烦恼。
女人却常常问，烦什么？一定是女人！
为什么就那么不相信自己心爱的人呢？
男人一定很忙，因为男人的思想跟女人不一样。
女人什么都可以不在乎，
男人却什么都是那么认真。
所以，女人很闲空，男人却很忙。
请女人以后多体会男人的辛苦，
也请男人尽量去了解女人的思想。

Happy Birthday, My Dear =(

Song that i loved...

A song filled with sadness ...
Broken dreams ...
Life without friends ...
Loneliness ...
No more hopes ...
Life goes on ...
Living like a live zombie ...
Nothing more on earth that cant be given up ...

后悔了吗？

你说我，
什么都放在心里，
不告诉别人。
我有啊！
但是，那个人不再有空，
另一个，比我更痛苦，
你呢？也是什么都没跟我说。

我的承诺，
不是随便给别人的。
一旦有了承诺，
我会尽力去遵守。

我要知道他的事情，
我要她别再痛苦，
我要天真无瑕的你。

他，很忙。
她，想太多。
你，很多心事。

我知道我很自私。
对他，没顾他感受。
对她，要她迁就我的一切。
对你，完全没站在你的立场想过。

我最对不起的就是你们3个，
在我心里最重要的也是你们3个。

你们都问我，
为什么要改变？为什么要放弃？
我要改变，变得不再那么八卦他的事情。
我要改变，变得让她满意的我，不用再迁就我。
我要改变，变得不再管你的私事，因为我知道你有难言之隐。
我要放弃，不再等他告诉我他的事情。
我要放弃，放弃那太过担心她的我。
我要放弃，放弃你的一切私事。

可是，这些改变，
全都是我的性格，人格。
很难改。
江山易改，本性难移。
3个月，是让我冷静的改变。
一旦有别的骚扰，我就改变不了。

也许，对你们说，这是一个多愚蠢的东西。
但是对我而言，是多么的重要。
不止减轻我的压力，全部人都会过得开心一点。
这3个月让你们很难受，我很对不起。
但是，让我改变吧！不然就要疯了。

等他不忙的时刻，跟他有说有笑。
每天看到她，痛苦伤心的样子，担心却不知所措。
每天问长问短，想知道你的私事，却留了很多问号在我脑里。
没人听我倾诉，
真的要疯了！！！

生死关头

人家常说，
生死关头，一定会想到些什么。
还有很紧张。
但是我，
竟然在生死关头，
什么也没想到。
没看到谁。
一点也不紧张。
我也不知道为什么。

我，
遇到什么生死关头了呢？
今天早上，
我们去抓鱼。
在一条河里抓鱼。
因为昨天下了雨，
水有一点深。
但是还有一些浅的。
水流在下半部很急。

我的鞋子不小心脱了，
被冲到下流去。
我和妈妈赶快追过去。
到了下流，
我的鞋子停留在很深的水上。
正因为很深，
那水的动力没那么大。

妈妈叫我脱衣服，
游泳过去拿。
我一开始很怕，
但是，
突然下定决心，
就脱衣，跳了下去。
游到了鞋的附近，
我就用网捞我的鞋。
然后妈妈叫我快点游回来。
我就很急的游，
但是头没进水。
因为怕撞到东西。
我不但没往前，
反而退后了。
水真的很急。
妈妈叫我赶快抓着一棵倒掉的树，
还好，
上帝就了我，
那棵倒掉的树很大棵，
我全身就趴在树上。
慢慢的走上去。
有滑倒一下，赶紧又爬上去了。
就这样，我没事了。

回来过后，
我才开始紧张。
心想，要是那棵树要是很小的话，
我早就死定了。
感谢上帝让我重生，
刚才去了教堂，
刚好，或是他安排的，
教堂选唱一首歌，
“天父必看顾你"
很像他想要对我说他一定会看顾我。
我决定勇敢去忘记以前，
追求未来，实现我的梦想。

谢谢您。

真的很感谢您。
谢谢您的金句。
谢谢您给我的一切。
很高兴认识您。
我相信您一定永远不会原谅我。
很荣幸可以帮您。
也很抱歉，害了您。
谢谢你的施舍，怜悯。
虽然有一点伤心，
但是，也谢谢您以后不再需要我了。
祝您可以开心的过下半辈子。
没了我，这个大魔头，
你一定可以！
再见了。
来生再见。

美好的回忆。

谢谢大家，
给我一个美好的回忆。
你们都很好，
站在你们里面，
我看起来最不好的了。
谢谢你们的关心，
我没事的。
再见。

我是笨蛋，
一个宇宙第一的大笨蛋。
好羡慕其他人都可以喝醉，
真的很想很想喝醉。
让我离开这个世界，
即使只是一下下而已，
我也心满意足了。

对不起。。。

对不起大家，
这个blog会被荒废3个月。。。
因为本人将发粪涂墙，
读好书，
上网已经对本人没意义了。。。
本人已经失去所有，
可能只剩下本人的最爱。。。
所以，
本人决定自我反省3个月。。。
请大家多多原谅。。。
谢谢。。。

21/3/2010

After a few weeks ...
This is the day ...
I finally see u online ...
and I finally said "Hi" to you ...
But is ur reply?
Not even a "Hi" ...
Just "Busy" ...
and i replied "O..."
and thats all ...
end of our conversation today?

Lonely ...

Suddenly felt so lonely ...
Everyday ...
Nobody to talk with ...
Nobody to play with ...
Nobody to share my feelings ...
Nobody to care for me ...

Everyday ...
Can only talk with my lao po and friend ...
Through phone and computer ...
But my friend seems to be busy ...
Till he has no time to online ...
Or he is running away from me?
I dont know ...

Gonna burst some day ...
Not sure which ...
If u see me on the news,
dont be sad ...
I want u to be happy when i am alive,
and also when i am dead ...

- - - feeling ...

Today went to church ...
got activities ...
help out my teacher ...
and also take care of kids ...
U guys know lar ...
I LOVE KIDS !!
also my lao po and best friend ...

After that,
I went to Hui Pheng Bday party...
at her house ...
Near taman sahabat ...
So we went to taman sahabat to have a walk ...
Many couples there ...
But the feeling is not so strong ...
Why ?
Maybe cos i dont know them ??

Talked with yin ...
and mentioned bout him ...
Mood changed ...
Now then i know ...
The kind of feeling ...
when u are being 敷衍 and 不被理会 ...

Reached home ... bout 10:20 pm ...
On computer ... To check whether my lao po or best friend ...
got update their blog or not ...
Saw my lao po's comment ...
replied my comment with just -.- ...
Looks funny and also looks sad ...
Dono how to say ...

今天。。。

今天早上，
去读书，
考书，
不是很会，
但是我觉得还好。

没回家，
在学校吃。
吃饱帮老师key in东西。
然后回家。
很累，
睡了一下。
醒来，
冲凉，
就出去了。
去BBQ。
很好吃，
但是，
想着你。。。
看到他们那么亲密，
真的好羡慕。
突然好想你，
好想在睡梦中那样，
紧紧抱着你。

回家时，
经过我们以前去的地方，
很想你。
越驾就越想你。
驾的不是很快。
但是，
差点出车祸。
我是直路，
我驾80，
他还冲出来。
Break了很吃力。
我也吓了一跳。
还好没撞到。
在我Break的时候，
我以为一定撞了。
你突然出现在我脑海里。
像天使般的保佑我。

突然，
我觉得，
跟你爱的人，
她却不知道你爱他，
的人在一起，
不是那么痛苦。
反而是，
两个相爱的人不能在一起，
才是痛苦。
多想你可以在我身边，
陪着我。

一个伤心的故事。。。

我什么都不会。。。
什么都不能给你们。。。
只给你们伤心，
不好的回忆。。。

Suddenly ... doubt you and you ...

I am a bit worried bout my results ...
Not very worried bout it ...
Just somehow ,
reli care bout my results ,
Then next second,
i don care bout it anymore ...
Btw, thats not the problem ...

The problem is ...
YOU !!
Wanted to make friend with you ...
But you make me doubt it ...
I am not sure whether being a friend of you ,
is a good or bad thing ...

Then ...
Another YOU !!
Already my best friend ,
But lots of stuff ...
Maybe i mind a lot
or i expect too much from you ...
makes me doubt our friendship ...
This question ...
Are you coming back??
I hope it is a YES,
but i also hope it is a NO ...
Want to know why i said NO ??
I will tell you next time ...

真的要死了以后吗？？

刚刚看完facebook的一个短篇，
回想了，
我看了很多在facebook的短篇，
都是要等一方死了以后，
真相才被揭开。

突然，
问了自己这个问题，
真的要死了以后吗？
我不知道。。。
我知道你不喜欢我这样想，
我也知道，死了以后，
不是一了百了，
而是更多人为我伤心。
但是，为什么？
为什么就是不能放弃想死的念头？
可能你念到这里，
觉得我在做戏，博同情。
也可能是我想太多了。

解释，
是我最讨厌做的事情。
可能是从小就被看贬。
常常在家里解释这个，解释那个，
都被爸爸妈妈说我找借口。
久了，我不再解释了。
干脆把全部的错都认了。
不知道是好还是不好。

虽然，很讨厌解释，
但是，我还是解释了。
为什么？
因为我不想再听到那两个字。
你知道的。
可能我的解释没用，
那我也没办法了。

5个小时的差别，
害得我晚上不能跟你sms.
可能你愿意迟点睡，
但是我不能让你这样做。
可能又是我自私吧。
帮你决定了。
早点睡，对你好。
我知道，你又要说你睡不着。
但是，你要试试看啊！
说真的，以前看你每次这么迟睡，
真的好担心。
看到你后，1个月，
突然不忍心再让你这样虐待你自己。
又是借口！
不管了。就当我找借口吧！

最后一个愿望，也是希望，
你一定要帮我完成，
就是爱自己，好好照顾自己。
你做得到的！加油！
别担心我。。。我没事。

NO !!

Thats not what i want ...
I want time ...
not time to seperate us ...
Time to study ...

I am doing well...
Dont have to worry ...
Studying ...
No outing with friends ...
Just stay at home study and watch tv ...
Not reli sick ... but still a bit of coughing ...
Thats all ...

I still wan to chat with u...
Know u and let u know me ...
but i know u don like to hear it
but i still nid to say ...
i dont have time ...
onli weekends ...
Sorry ..

These days ...

I was reli worried about u ...
Maybe over worried ....
the day, u fly away ...
keep thinking of u ...
the 10 hours ...
before that 10 hours end,
i suddenly get worried ...
worried bout ur safety ..
I keep ask yin ...
ask myself
will u reach there safely ?
yin ask me to stop thinking bout u ...
and thats the moment ...
i realise that i cant stop thinking bout u ...

And that night ...
i sent msges to u ...
till i fell asleep ...
the next day ...
i decided to try ...
try to stop everything from u ...
come into my mind ...
quite ok at first ...
but when i saw ur msg ...
ur image come in my brain again ...
reli hard ...
but i reli cant concentrate with u in my mind ...
I AM VERY SORRY !!

我。。。

刚刚读完mush(joc)的blog.
她好厉害表达她的心情。。。
让每个人读了，
都会感受到。
可能是我笨，
我真的不知道要怎样表达出来。
我只好用我自己的方法。。。
表达我对你的爱，对你的关心。

可能我表达得不是很清楚，
但是，我还是希望你会感受到。
我不需要别人知道，
我是多么的爱你，地关心你。
我只需要你知道，
我有多爱你，多关心你。

我常常很在意别人的看法，
但是，
在你回来的期间，
我发现，你在我身边的时候，
我真的没有去在意任何一个人的看法。
偶尔只是跟你开玩笑。
就好比如你表姐，
其实不是在意，
只是听见你说她会嘲笑你，
你很像不是很喜欢她嘲笑你。
可能是我顾虑得太多吧！

你回去的10个小时，
真的很担心，
怕你会出事，
感谢上帝，
你还是平安到达。。。
你一定要好好读书，
累的话，就不要做工，
去睡觉就好了。
要好好照顾你自己哦！
不然，我真的不再给你做工了！

The Powerful God that i believed in ...

He once show me his power again ...
He created one miracle for me ...
Today ..
26th of February ...
He changed my parents mind ...
As i said,
my dad is so flexible ...
Maybe God leads him to a good mood ...
Then he changed his mind ...
and let me go out !!
Yeah !!
Thank God ...
And I LOVE MIRACLES GIVEN BY GOD !!
Only God can give us miracles ...
and i believe that.

My dad ...

Sometime we all feel like we are useless...
Why ??
Cos of our parents...
friends and loved one ...

I am also an useless kid...
Why say so ??
Cos of my parents...
Actually its my dad ...
My mum will respect my opinion...
but not my dad...
He has his own opinion and thats it ...
Nothing can change.

For example,
He said this shoe looks nice to me,
Then no matter how i deny it,
how i say i dont like it,
he will still buy for me ...
Maybe this is what he says that he love me ...
Buying things for me is showing that he love me...
but i dont felt so ...
He is not respecting me ...
but he always say he respects me ...

He is the king in the house ...
He says 2 nobody dare to say 1 ...
His mood is very unstable ...
cos he is a small gas person...
once people say a little bit thing about him,
he will get angry easily except my sister.
He love my sister a lot.
no matter how my sister says him,
he wont get angry easily.

He will show his anger to anyone ...
when he is angry..
eventho its not us the one who make him angry...
but he will just scold anyone ...
when he is in a good mood,
he will listen to u ...
buy this buy that ...
I dont like his mood...
i prefer good mood and not flexible mood...

Sometime he will just stick to his plan ...
and dont care bout other people...
sometime he cares too much,
until everyone not reli happy...
I dont know ...
I must listen to him ...
I dont wan to hurt my mum...
I can do nothing ...
How useless am i ...
Cant even make decision on my own ...
Such a useless kid...

不知所措。。。

说白了，
不明白？
明白了，
不了解？
了解了，
又误会？
没误会，
想避开？
你做事，
我不满。
要你改，
偏造反？
可能是，
我误会，
你没说，
谁知道？
可以不，
问意见，
讲好了，
才决定？
没开口，
问清楚，
你伤心，
我伤心。
说错了，
对不起，
做错了，
请原谅，
只望你，
会开心，
不要求，
我欢欣。
希望你，
会明白，
不望你，
会回报。
在这里，
就停笔。
我要先，
谢谢你。

说白了。。。

我把我的苦心说明白了。
希望他会明白。。。
我不是要他感激我，
只是他说到，
我只好解释给他。。。
我不希望你感激我，
我只希望，
你以后，
可以信我，
和开开心心过生活，
那我的努力就没白费了。。。

爱情Love and friendship ...

什么是爱情?
爱是包容而不是放纵 爱是关怀而不是宠爱 爱是相互交融而不是单相思 爱是百味而不全是甜蜜...

真正的爱情并不一定是他人眼中的完美匹配
而是相爱的人彼此心灵的相互契合
是为了让对方生活得更好而默默奉献
这份爱不仅温润着他们自己，也同样温润着那些世俗的心
真正的爱情，是在能爱的时候，懂得珍惜
真正的爱情，是在无法爱的时候，懂得放手
因为，放手才是拥有了一切…
请在珍惜的时候,好好去爱
在放手的时候,好好祝福…

1. Love can be termed as a sacrifice; friendship can be termed as a trust.

2. One can have many friends, but a person can only have one person to love.

3. An individual can get hurt if his loved one is pained or hurt. This attachment may not be seen in friendship.

4. There is no chance that one will lie awake and think of his friends for a whole night, but lovers will have sleepless nights, and dream about their lovers. The lovers even sleep and wake up with the thoughts of his or her lover.

5. In regards to love, some physical element is also involved between individuals. On the other hand, there is no such physical element involved in friendship.

我的性格。。。

我在别人的部落各找到了一个心理测验，就随便去玩玩，结果，我是一个呜呜男。 ：）

呜呜男
性格：永远乐观的自我陶醉型
　　[呜呜]型的男人会依循直觉式的意念或印象行事。率直而天真，简直就是表里一致的老实人。那直率的个性，通常会赢得旁人的好感。
　　由于总是正面思考，即时失败，当事人大多也不觉得那是失败，因此不会闷闷不乐，很快便能转换心情。虽说如果感觉对了，即专心一意的勇往直前，但由于[呜呜]型 的男人偶尔会展露左脑的逻辑思考能力，因此为使他的行为有个正当理由，会用理论作为武装。只不过，那结论原本即是由合理的理论导出，灵机一动脱口而出，很 容易被人找到破绽，一旦有人冷静的将他戳破，他便会如连珠炮般的说出一对意义不明的话，或是千篇一律的辩词，以图混淆视听。
　　[呜呜]男的兴趣始终如一，对于喜欢的事物会彻底投入,并不懈怠的钻研,因此往往不知不觉就成为该领域中的第一人。反过来说，他对于没有兴趣的食物漠不关心，很容易让人一眼就看穿。
　　正在兴头上时，[呜呜]男是炒热现场的最佳气氛制造者；反之，便像空转的机器，让四周的气氛跌至谷底。即使如此，本人却常常不以为然，是个乐天、幸福的人。周遭朋友如果了解他是这一类型人的话，应该会相处的十分愉快。

面子。。。

面子。。。
我常常讲别人，
为什么就是死要脸？
但是，
我自己呢？

我一开始以为，
我不会在意别人的看法，
别人的眼光。
但是，
我错了。

到了今天，
我才知道，
原来我自己也是死要脸。
很在意别人的看法，
别人的想法，眼光。
我真的很没用。

对不起！

Mood ...

What is mood ??
I dont know ...
Mood is what you feel ...
Me ??
I feel nothing ...

Dont you ever feel happy ?
Yes, but too often i am just acting.
Then now, i dont know what is the meaning of happy.

Dont you ever feel sad ?
Yes, the time my tears drop down,
then i am sad for sure.
If there is no tears,
doesnt mean i am not sad too ...

Dont you ever feel angry ?
Yes, i know what is angry.
Cos i seldom act angry.
I wants to try not to angry at people.
But when it comes to night time ...
Haiz ...

So,
Mood is the feeling.
Of what we feel ...
Say it out, dont hide it...
U will become like me one day...
If u hide ur feelings ...
Dont know what is ur mood anymore ...
I am trying to tell other people my mood now ...
Try to show on my face ...
Hope that i can find back ...
MY REAL MOOD !!!

Love ...

The thing that i know now ....
and the thing that i only care now ...
is to love her ...
with all of my heart ...
nothing else ...

Went to Spring yesterday ...
With My laopo , Yin, primary sch classmate ...
went to sing K at Kbox ...
again ...

I held my laopo hand ...
In the kbox room ...
Just like what we did last time ...
its the 1st time... 5th of February ...
also in Kbox ...

After kbox ,
We went to eat ...
at FoodBazaar ...
I ate sugarbun's meal ...
Then, we wondered around the Spring...
My dad phoned me and asked me to go find him ...
He need my opinion to choose my new bedsheet ...
So, i ask my laopo go back with yin ...
Then i will fetch her back from yin's house ...

So, they went to Da Lai ...
Cos yin's mum wanted to eat ...
Then i met them at Da Lai ...
Yin's mum went shopping a while at Da Lai ...
Then they wanted to go other place buy shoe for Yin's bro...
So, my laopo and i didnt go to yin's house ...
We went to have 1 night tour around ...
kuching ...
Wasted one day petrol ... But Worth ...
I sent my laopo back ...
its around 9:30 ...
So i went back home ...
reached home bout 10:00 ...
ITS REALLY FAR !!!

But nvm ...
I dont think i have the chance to send her back anymore ...
cos she said that is far ...
but i hope that i still got the chance ...

Nothing much ...
We didnt did anything in the car ...
Only held hand ...
and i used 1 hand to drive ....
Shhhh !! Dont say out so loud ...
You will see my head and body at different place...
if my dad knew it ...
That's all for yesterday ...

My feeling, My heart ...

My feelings ...
All jumbled up ...
When i saw her ,
I love her ...
When i know she like other ppl,
I am sad ...
When i saw him,
I dont dare to stare at him ...
When i talked to him,
I felt nervous ...

4 different feelings ...
I dont know which is which ...
Confusing ...

I am making myself suffer ...
Helping 2 person ...
That i dont know which shud i help ...
1 pull me go that way,
1 pull me go this way...
Not pulling my hand ...
Pulling my heart ...
Almost tear my heart ...
I wants to end this ...
But i cant ...
Time will do this for me ...
Decide who should i help ...
I will try my best,
To help u first ...
Then her ...
U don have a high chance ...
I think there is only 20% of success ...
But i will still try ...
Sorry if i cant help it ...
U'll hate me ...
But ...
U are always my best friend ... =)

Tml stuff and Damai stuff ...

Tomolo,
we are going to spring ...
Do wad ?
Actually is buy stuff for damai de ...
but they say got many time wor ...
don wan rot at home ...
so got many programs come in ...
like watching movie at mbo ,
hanging around at mph,
singing in kbox ...
all sorts of things ...

I am going too...
My class finish around 11:30,
I will go home pick my sis to school ,
then stay at school till 1:30 ...
cos wanna join in the ISCF ...
so might go late a bit ...

Damai ...
My dad heard that i wanna go damai,
he want to follow also...
he is always like dat ...
hate his attitude ...
never believe people and like to boom ppl when he no mood.
I am sure he wants to spy us ...
WTH !!
but i dont care ,
he even want to stay overnight ...
i said ok ... cos if not he wont let me go ...
HE IS VERY DISTURBING !!!

So, not only all my friends are going,(except some)
my whole family also going ...
Haiz ... Hope they wont disturb us ...
especially my dad ...

Thats all,
Tml will not on so early ...
maybe on late night ...
busy weekends ...
Haha ... but enjoyable ...
Good nite !

Forget ....

As u guys know,
I am a forgetful person.
But i will never forget 3 things,
Family, Friends and Lover ...

Today,
Math lecturer gave us a lot of work to do again.
Although i was a bit slow at first,
compare to howe,
but when the questions start to be difficult,
i catched up ...
He is not very good in calculating, i guess.
But he seems like doesnt reli wanna ask me to teach him.
Most of the time,
i saw him stop writing then i will become kepo ... XD ...
Teach him this and that.
But But but ...
U also know lah ...
When i start to teach people i start to become stupid.
However, i still like to teach people ...
The feeling of getting things done is so happy.
Like cleaning up my house, getting my homework done ...
and so on ... even helping my friend done his/her homework...
there's a kind of happiness in me ...

Today math is not that hard ,
but howe dont reli like that chapter .
Guess wad ? Its differentiation !!
If u remember, i mentioned before,
I cannot differentiate happy and sad anymore...
i posted in fb ...
but luckily i still can differentiate numbers and unknowns ....
Wakakaka ... Sorry if it made u feel that i am proud of myself...

Today Bio lecturer dono why become serious ki ...
everyday lengang-lengang (not serious and play play) ...
but today become serious and pretend to be firm ...
but after a while,
our naughty student still managed to melt her,
make her smile and start to be not serious again ...
LoLzz ...

Oh ya, chemistry lecturer ...
everyday give homework,
but dont let us do at there ...
want us go back home do ...
WAD DE !!
I love math ... cos he let us do at there ...
and he can be free , walk here and there ....

OH NO !!
Mentioned my chemis lecturer,
thought of my lab report ,
havent do !!
Gtg do now ...
Post something else next time...

P/S: If u miss me, sms me lor ... XD ...

做好人。说好话，做好事，存好心。

What is that ?
I can understand .
But it is hard.
When you need to choose.

I dont know who should I choose.
Nobody will know how hard it is.

What if i make a mistake?
Thats mean no more doing good work.

What if i said something wrong?
Thats mean no more talking good.

What if i use trick to do good work?
Thats mean no more good-hearted.

I am trying to not make a mistake.
So i havent make my decision.
I am trying not to say anything wrong.
So i havent talk about anything.
I am trying not to use trick.
So i havent start my action.

I cant face someone who i really wanna help but i cant.
I cant face someone who i am trying not to hurt.
I cant face myself, wad more to say him ?

I can do nothing.
Just hope that,
God will forgive her and him.
Bless her and him.
Give them happiness and love.
Let them feel it.
I will do whatever YOU order me to do.
I will listen to YOU.
Thats the things that i hope.
Thank you, my LORD.

To:Best friend.

You are always my best friend,
No matter what happen.
No matter what you did.
Even if i am not ur best friend anymore.

YoU ArE AlwAyS mY bEsT FrIeNd...

Secrets ...

Get to know less bout you ...
Become like a stranger ...
How can this be ?
Cos i dont get to know all of ur secrets .
That's because u didnt tell me.

I dont understand ur live .
And you dont understand mine either.
I admit i kept secrets from you.
But u too kept secrets from me.

But if i get to know ur secrets,
I may be able to help.
Make u be more secure and safe.
So that u dont have anything to be sad.

How long i hope to know everything.
But i just cant get to know them.
Why is because you dont wanna tell me a thing.
But i am not here to blame.

Just hope you can tell me,
More and more about ur secrets.
I dont think they are secrets,
but if you hide them means they are secrets to me.

Busy day ? Maybe not ...

Everyday morning woke up so early ...
As usual, and today is not excluded ...

Went to school ...
study, then come back home ,
Bath, eat lunch ...
Then go study again ...
till 2:30 ...
but lecturer let us go home earlier ...
so i went to spring meet yian ping and yin them ...
Who knows i am the first one who reached...

So i watch the "movie" from Speedy ...
actually not movie ... just they put for nothing ...
so i watch there lor ...
Then yin came and scared me ...
Just like Ju-on ... haha ...

We went to shop for a while ...
while waiting time to past ...
Then we went to watch movie ...
with 2 children's ticket ... (yin's deadly idea)
luckily that person didnt find out ..
after movie , we went to celebrate pat's bday ...
at food bazar ...
We ordered our own food and eat ...
Janice didnt eat, not bcoz of diet,
she nidda go home earlier cos her cousin also having bday party ...
so she is going to eat there ...

Then we talk till ...
dono how long
2 hours .. maybe ...
then go walk walk
still talk ..
talk while walk , walk while talk ...
then go back home at 9smth ...
not reli late ..
but still counted as busy day...
Not as busy as my lao po lar ...
of cos ... she really busy today !!
Miss her a lot ... MISS YOU !!!

Love and Friendship ...

Since my best friend doesnt want to write this title,
i will write it myself ...
All of you are welcome to correct my essay ...
Or rather ... the meaning of love and friendship in me ...

First of all, love and friendship is different things.
Therefore, they have their own difference.
Teacher taught us to use the same paragraph for comparison.
However, i want to separate them into different paragraphs,
then group them together again. You will see later.

Love is the feeling within 2 people ...
They love each other and therefore they care each other ...
They will feel uncomfortable when one is missing.
They are willing to give everything , include their life ...
They can take in and used to all the habits of the other one ...

Love might fade, disappear or change to another person.
Some can love one till they die, but some cant.
They say that they love him , her , him, her .
However, that is not really love. Just a bit of feeling .
The feeling might not be long.

Love is only for opposite sex.
But the world is changing,
some people 'love' the same sex.
I put the sign ' ' before and after love is because,
i dont consider that as real love or what youngster always said , true love.
There might just be a bit of misunderstanding of love.

From the result of experiments of various scientists,
boy 'love' boy and girl 'love' girl appear because of genes.
There is some kind of abnormal genes inside them.
So, this is not love, real love or true love.
If someday, scientists successfully convert the genes back to normal,
this things wont happen again. Therefore, it is not love.

Friendship is the relation between 2 people also ...
It can be boy and boy, girl and girl even boy and girl.
However, in this modern world, people often say that there is no friendship between boy and girl. That is call love. This so-called love is actually friendship.
Friendship is quite similar to love but it is different in somehow.

Friendship wont fade. As long as nothing happen.
Friend also care each other, mind each other.
BUT ... friend will have a kind of expectation .
Like they will hope that u will do this do that .
Not because of getting benefits from their friend,
but just an expectation.

Friend are willing to help also.
They might willing to sacrifice their life but not all of them.
They care about you but not everything about you.
They might not get used to all your habits.
However, they got 1 thing, the most important thing.
Can exchange secrets or listen to your story.

We may not tell every secrets to our love one.
This is because there is some secrets is only available for men.
Or rather the secret is not a good thing to know.
We also might not tell everything that happened to our love ones.
We scared that they will be sad or worried about us.
However, when he/she requested for it,
we must tell them the whole story honestly.

Nowadays, people even say that boy and boy friendship is gay.
girl and girl friendship is lesbian.
boy and girl friendship is love.
Then where is our friendship? Gone.
There is no more friendship on earth.
Animals also have friendship, why not human?
Even cat and dog can have friendship too, why not boy and girl?

Love and friendship,
different in the feeling towards each other,
type of caring,
Friends care about you but not everything, as i said.
Loved ones care about your everything, nothing is left out.
expectation,
get into your life, and being a listener.
Many people didnt notice about the difference between love and friendship.
This is because they really looks similar.

The similarities are ...
Care each other, although it is not the same type.
Always like to be together, seeing each other, chit-chatting.
Play around together, comfort each other when sad,
want to know everything bout each other's lifestyle and everything.

There are differences in love and friendship,
they might be equally important to a person.
If one day, you ask me to choose friend or loved one,
i would say ... ( Tell me your answer before i tell u mine :D )

I will put maths equations here, if you can crack it, it is the answer.
Let x be friend and let y be loved one.

(x - 3)² + 9 = (y - 5)(y + 5) + 25

calculate to see which one is more important than which one ...
(if you can... XP ... easy question... )

爱的主旋律

小鬼:是你在那个雨季 走进我生命
带着一点任性 和温柔的表情
萱:是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容 换我仅有的天地
小鬼:天上一万颗星星 我却只看见你
要说这是幸运还是不可思议
萱:身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以 还不是因为你
小鬼:是你的声音 萱:带给我勇气
小鬼:恋爱的频率 萱:直到我心底
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是的我愿意
合:来自我幸福的主旋律
小鬼:从前都失意 萱:现在我相信
小鬼:天空会放晴 萱:爱会更甜蜜
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是我的愿意
合:爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
(Music)
萱:是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容 换我仅有的天地
小鬼:天上一万颗星星 我却只看见你
要说这是幸运还是不可思议
萱:身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以 还不是因为你
小鬼:是你的声音 萱:带给我勇气
小鬼:恋爱的频率 萱:直到我心底
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是的我愿意
合:来自我幸福的主旋律
小鬼:从前都失意 萱:现在我相信
小鬼:天空会放晴 萱:爱会更甜蜜
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是我的愿意
合:爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
萱:啦啦啦啦啦~~ 小鬼:啦啦啦啦啦~~ 萱:啦啦啦啦啦~~
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是的我愿意
合:来自我幸福的主旋律
小鬼:从前都失意 萱:现在我相信
小鬼:天空会放晴 萱:爱会更甜蜜
小鬼:如果你愿意 萱:是我的愿意
合:爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
小鬼:天上一万颗星星 我却只看见你
要说这是幸运还是不可思议
萱:身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以
合:还不是因为你

Tried but Failed

The same thing happened,
by the same person ...
I tried to control ...
not to be sad or hurt ...
But it just failed everytime ...

I tried my best ...
But things just cant get through ...
Still get the same feeling ,
Same hurt , same pain ...
Maybe i will never get used to it ...
NEVER !!
maybe i can never control myself ...
NEVER !!

Just one word ...
ONE WORD !!
Why i just cant get through it ??
Why it hurts me so much ??
Why it affects my emotion ??
Why it can makes me lose control ??
Maybe it is true ...
That i m not normal at all ...

Horrible experience ..

Today ...
My friends and i went to eat steambot...
They watched movie this afternoon,
Then followed by K Box,
After that, then we go for steambot...
I joined them at the steambot because i cant chase up with the movie...
My school ended around 3 ...
So, i didnt join the movie...

After steambot,
Its around 8 something ...
almost 9 pm ...
so we all went back home ...
I drove my mum's epsum ...
so i drove yen shing, leroy and yin home ...
first i sent leroy ,
then i sent yen shing ...
lastly i sent yin ...

But but but ...
the horrible thing happened before yin reached home ...
I drove the wrong route (thats not horrible),
and 2 cars were in front of me ...
one on the left lane, one on the right lane ...
i was on the right lane too ...
the left lane car drove really fast,
it was raining heavily and the water splashed up ...
COVERED the whole car in the right lane...
I CANT EVEN SEE A LIGHT OR A SHADOW OF THE CAR !!
i thought the car drove away ...
Who knows when the splashes started to clear,
HE WAS JUST IN FRONT OF ME ( i mean the car )
I QUICKLY HITTED THE BREAK ...
Almost knocked the car ...
but luckily i didnt ...
A car coming from my back also break quickly ...

IT WAS SO NEAR !! I OMOS OMOS ...
TOUCH THE CAR BUTT !!!!!!
After that, yin promised to not tell her mum ...
I went in her house ...
Just to some kind of visit ...
but she keep dont let me in ... ( i wonder why )
I chit chatted with her mum ... ( y not yin ? i oso dono )
till bout 10:30pm ...
Then i drove back ...
Nothing happened after that ...
I checked my car ... didnt knock the car ...
it was jus so lucky ...

So next time ,
dont drive too fast ...
(actually i didnt ... )

Tears ...

Everyone ...
Only worth my 3 drops of tears ...
My gf also ...

Except 2 people ...
1 is my dear lao po ...
1 is my best friend ...

If my friends or my gf ,
hurt me ...
I will at most onli drop 3 drops of tears ...
Never more than that ...
Then after that ,
I will always use my mask to face them ...
No real expression ...

My lao po and best friend ...
Stay deep in my heart ...
No matter what, will keep them inside ...
wont let them out even if they want ...
But it really hurts when wanna keep them deep inside my heart ..
Altho its hurt, i don reli care ,
cos it worths ...

Best friend and lao po ,
not everyone has...
I am lucky to have both ,
and i will try my best to lock them inside my heart ...

A-level life is going to start ...

How is my A-level life ?
I am currently studying in UCSI ...
A-level with whole class 9 students ...

No malay at all ...
All Chinese ..

Every morning wake up at 5 smth or 6 smth ...
then ... got "thing" to do ...
After that , around 7 smth ...
I drive to school .. using 'snail-speed' ...
Dont like to drive fast (but sometime i enjoy it XD) ...
Its quite scary to drive fast (no choice if late) ...
School starts at 8:30am ...
Do some self study at sch then go to class ...

11:30am is the recess time .
Our school got a big nicely decorated cafe but i always go home eat ...
After eating and bathing at home,
I will go to sch again about 12 smth ...
I will for sure reached sch earlier so some more self study ...
Class resume at 1:00pm ...
Finish at 2:30pm ...
Sometime stay in the library till 5:30pm,
do some self study or online there ...
Sometime go home till 5:30pm , but no self study ...
onli use computer to chat with my lao po !! Haha ~
Why 5:30pm ?
Cos i nidda go fetch my sister back from SMK BL !!
Everyday the same ...

Friday is revision class but i think i will go ...
Saturday and Sunday totally free except church on Sunday night ...
This is my A-level life ...
Boring ... Why ? Cos lots and lots of self study ...
Dont want to but being forced to do so ... by myself ...

My friends , please operate more activities to
brighten up my A-level life ...
Really nid u guys help ... Thanks ! Haha ~

Today ...

I dont really have the mood to write post today ...
But ...
Just wanna say that ...
I am sad ... angry ( just a little bit )
and heart broken ...
thats all.
Not your problem ...
not anyone's problem ...
It's my problem ...

Here comes the story ..

Break up prince and princess met each other ...
in the spring season ...
However, they didnt talk to each other ...
not even a 'Hi' then they walked seperate paths ...

Prince went away alone ...
Princess went away with her servants ...
She werent bored but she kept mentioned bout prince stuffs ...
Some prince friends went to look for prince ...
and they found him then walked with him ...
However, the forest isnt that huge,
They met each other twice ...
but they quickly turned to walk the backward path ...
to avoid walking pass each other ...

Finally the time came,
Prince and princess had to go into castle to watch their "father" ...
But they sitted quite far ...
Still not a word coming from their mouth talking to each other ...
After watching their "father",
They went to have their dinner ...
in Kingdom of Fish and Crabs ...
they ate and talked to their friends and servants ...
but didnt talk to prince or princess ...
After they had eaten their dinner ,
They were invited to Island of a Bella ...
They were served with drinks ...
and talked to their servants and friends onli ...
princess finally took out her braveness and talked to prince. ..
However, prince onli spilt out some words to get away from talking to princess...
After the noise or conversation went down or lower down,
Everyone decided to go back ...

Altho nothing really happened ...
but princess looked sad ...
Because prince seemed to be too close to his friend ...
Princess becomes moody and didnt smile during the time she went home ...

There is still a bit of love fire in princess's heart ...
burning timidly ... unnoticable ...
Even herself didnt notice it ...

Jokes ...

This is not the story ...
Just some jokes to entertain everyone ...
1. 一个女的跟一个男的出去旅行，到了房间，才发现只有一张双人床，
女的就很高兴，可以跟男的同床。但是，女的就假矜持，用笔画了一条线，
说：“如果你越过这条线，那你就是禽兽。”隔天，女的醒来后，就给了男的一巴掌。
男的就莫名其妙地说：“我没有越过啊！”女的就说：“你连禽兽都不如！”

2. 一对夫妇，去画展看画，太太又近视眼，又忘了戴眼镜。
太太看完一幅画以后，就大大声地说：“老公啊！这是我有史以来看过最丑的画了！”
老公说：“小声小声一点，因为你刚刚看的是镜子！”太太脸红就跟老公回去了。

3. 在学校里，有一个年轻又帅的老师在教书，看到第一排有一位女学生穿裙坐的脚开开的，
不雅观，就很文雅的告诉那位女学生。说：“这位学生，把你的书合起来好不好？”
她听了就知道老师在说她的裙子。当老师的，因为年轻所以也有一点点反应。
女的看到就说：“老师，你也可以把你的笔放下。”老师被讲到脸满红的。
结果女同学就像化解一下，不会这样尴尬，就说：“不过没关系啦，下课的时候，要不要在我的书上写笔记呀？”

Today stuff ...

Today is friday ... (everyone knows)
I am writing my blog .. (of cos ... if not who wrote this?)
Just wanna say that today i didnt go to school.(Why ? Fired?)
Because today is for remedial class a.k.a revision class ...
The first week havent start ...
Start next week ... Compulsary for all first ...
Then february or March , some PROs will be excluded ...(i m one of them)
Hopefully i am one of them ... (Dont repeat please)
But i will volunteer to go sometime ...
Cause i am using fast track... (what it means?)
it means that i am finishing my A-level in 1 yr whereas other ppl is 1 and 1/2 year ...
Using fast track nid to have lots of self study ...
But as u guys know , i wont study at home ...
Therefore i might go to sch on friday sometime ...

That's future thing ...
Present thing is today ...
I was a driver ...
I drove my dad to have breakfast ...
I drove him to airport ...
I drove my sis and cousin to school ...
I drove my bro back school ...
and lastly ,
I drove my sis back home ...
See ? So many i drove i drove ...
Really a busy driver with no income ... lolz ...
But in the interval of time,
i chatted with my lao po ...
which makes me forget all bout my busy-ness ...
very happy ...
and today she is very clever ... (means she is stupid otherday? Kind of. But i like it)
She can guess all the songs that i let her guess ...
Very clever ... Muacks ...
OK liao ... some other days i will post something more interesting ...
Like story or something ...
Look forward to it ya !

My New School - UCSI ...

I went to study at UCSI ...
Study A-Level for 1 year ...
This is my school ...
Quite small actually ...
not many pic to take ...



My school !! Looks real small ... and in fact it is REALLY SMALL !!
compare to swinburne is onli the nose hair ... hahaha...



The place where we wait for the time to pass before class start ...
Many students do homeworks here, including me ...



Staff office , just beside the waiting place ...



The hall way ... The door is the staircase to 1st floor .



1 of the room beside hall way , actually its computer lab ...



Another lab, chemist lab , also beside hallway ...



Bedroom ... not for sleeping , just for the hotel management's students , practising purposes ... sponsored by FOUR POINT !!



The Staircase, as i mentioned, to the 1st floor and 2nd floor ...
1st floor is auditorium and classrooms ...
2nd floor is onli the tiny small library ...



These are the classrooms ... I study in room 2 ...



The library ...



Four point ! can be seen from my school...



Closer view of four point ...



Petrol station ! Opposite our school ... our school is surrounded by Petrol station ...
Maybe the principal wan us to ADD OIL !!!



Another Petrol station , just beside our school ... And u can see my car roof ...
So clean ... XD ... hehe...

This is my School , UCSI ... lazy post out my text book ...
Maybe tomolo ... will post out my text book ...

Happy, Rushing and Tiring day ...

Today ...
quite happy ...
can chat with my best friend in the early morning ...
then go to school ...

Math lecturer is not that friendly ...
He is that kind of teacher that only teaches students ...
deadly and boringly ...

Biology lecturer is a friendly woman ...
She keeps on deviating that cause us not to feel boring ...
but sometimes she really deviated a lot ...
gone into the space ...

Chemistry lecturer is also very friendly ...
She is also A-level and foundation wad wad wad ...
Anyway, she takes care of everything about A-level and foundation la ...
High status ... Like to make jokes during lesson ...
She doesnt seem to be afraid of when she smile ... (haven see she angry yet)
She did deviate but just a bit ...
and will continue with the lesson ...
She likes to be organize too ...

Before i finish all my lessons ...
We have a break ... 11:30am till 1:00 pm
our class start at 1:00 pm so we must reach before that ...
I rushed back home ... Bath ... Eat and prepare ...
that one is not that rush yet ...

When our lessons ended,
i look for my chem lecturer to ask something ..
So i am going back at 2:36pm ... late 6 mins ...
Chem teacher ask me to help her photostat materials for the class ,
so i go to the bookshop to do so , (dono wasted how many time)
then i rush back home because i promised to online at 3:00pm ...
luckily i am just on time ... 3:00 pm sharp ...
Drove quite fast ... but fortunately , no accident ...

After online , i chat with all my friends ...
and of course , my lao po ...
She didnt talk much ... but Sze Ling talked a lot !
Bilibala bilibala ... Everything just shoot out of her mouth non-stop ...
But after sometime , no more words shootin out from her mouth ...
thats where we stop all our conversation ... (using skype)
OH YA !! forget to mention that,
All of us sing a song ...
to be fun and not to get bored ...

After everyone stop conversation,
I felt very tired ... I dont know why ....
So, went to sleep ...
Everyone called me to wake up ...
but i am just too tired to wake up ...
so I get scolded by dad and mum ...
even my brother ...

Its all for today ,
4th of January ,
First day of school ...

Match the time in UK .. and words for my lao po

Today , woke up at 4:30 am ...
Soooo sooo soo so early in the morning ...
Why ??
Just to match the night time of UK ...
BUT !!!
The thing that make me gone mad is that ...

HE DIDNT ONLINE !!!
where the hell he go ??
he said HE WILL ONLINE WHOLE NIGHT !!!!!!

lao po a ,
very sorry a ...
yesterday didnt really talk much to u
when i came back from church ...
I didnt expect him to on but he on....
now i expected him to on but he didnt on ...
like wad u said ... WTF !!!
haha ...

Teaching lesson for Michael Wong ...

Eh ...
before the lesson starts ...
why on at 2 something am ??
nvm .. today will try dont sleep till 2 something find u ...
but remember go on msn ... can teach u ...

First, go to ur blog ,
click [customize] ... at right top side...
then click [settings] at the left top side ...
below settings will appear 1 bar ...
got wad basic , publishing , formating ...
click [permission] the last one on the bar ...

add authors ...
authors can post something , change something ...
just like urself ... but cant delete ur blog ...
add blog readers ...
they only read ur blog and post comments ...
they cant post something or change anything from ur blog ...
click anybody to make ur blog public as everyone can view it ...
no nid add readers 1 by 1 ...

btw, add me to author ... :) ...
can help u change settings or invite people ...
most important thing is i can post somethings to let u c ...
no nid go post at comments ... XD ...
thanks ...

笑话。。。

老师问学生：人生自古谁无死。。。你来接下一句。

学生答：人生自古谁无死，有谁大便不用纸！

老师很生气，叫学生出去罚站。

隔一年，老师又问回同样的问题。
这时，学生聪明了，
他答：人生自古谁无死， 谁能大便不用纸，若君不用卫生纸，除非你是用手指。

老师很火大，又叫学生出去罚站。
这时，老师看到窗外下雪，

就说：上天下雪不下雨，雪到地上变成雨，
变成雨时多麻烦，为何当初不下雨？

学生又回答老师：老师吃饭不吃屎，饭到肚时变成屎，
变成屎时多麻烦，为何当初不吃屎？

老师听了，当场晕倒。 有一个那么聪明的学生，却令老师哭笑不得。

做人要开心一点，让自己好过一点。
哭着也要过生活，笑着也一样过生活。
为何不快快乐乐的过我们的生活呢？

I become parents ??

Tomorrow school starts to register ...
My mum nid to go to her own school ...
so i bring my bro and sis go to my old school...
SMK Batu Lintang ...

I nid to help my sis and my bro take books ...
pay fees ...
just like wad other students' parents do ...
haha ...
i become my bro and sis parents lor ...
want to see me become parents ?
go to SMK BL meet me bah !
See u There !